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Posted:May 29, 2010 6:42 pm
Last Updated:Apr 27, 2024 9:20 am
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Saturday, May 29, 2010


I like having time table,
though I didn't prepare one for sometimes.
When I realised I cannot accounted for the time given to me,
I feel like I had done a great sin,

so,
I started making a time table,
I am happy now that I know where I had been,
and what had I done,

actually,
it is not that I didn't do anything,
it is just that I had forgotten what I had done,
a few minutes after it's happened...

Is it a sign of old age?
no...no...no
not a sign but a reminder
telling me that I had arrive.

Oh !!
Hi !!
Hello !!
I am a senior too !!

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Hi...
Posted:May 17, 2010 8:56 pm
Last Updated:May 29, 2010 6:45 pm
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Haven't been here for sometimes,
haven't seen you all for sometime.
Haven't write anything for sometimes too,
but certainly not because I had nothing to write about,
I am not saying my life is so interesting and happening that
there are a lot to report...nope!!

My life is just as ordinary as before, but
as for happening...sure a lot but then it is for we ourselves
to say yes or no. The earth may turned upside down but if you
choose to be insensitive and ignore it, who is to say otherwise.

I had done many changes to my life, to my day to day living...
people around me may say,'' but it is so little and so slow ''
they are right, but then what is there to hurry about?
I like being like this, as long it is not too slow to bore me,
I am happy enough.

To warm up my space to give me the urge to jump out of bed
I had join VEMMA ( I guessed you know what VEMMA is if not you
visit me at http://seniorfriendfinder.com
I had been looking for 'work' for sometimes to fill my time but
there are a lot of young people around, why would they hire me?
If they were to hire me will I be able to stay there for long,
given my temperament...no no no not good for them, not good
for me either to work in the traditional way.

This is perfect, and I had set my heart on this. why?
I like to do business but I am not willing to lug the product
around, not good for image, not good for my back too.
I like to do business but holding much money is not good for you,
dangerous!! here no money changing hands, all by credit or debit cards. Easy ..yes?
I like surfing the nets, but why just surf, you might as well do
something to get money while doing that.

Play while work, work while play...yeah !!this suit me fine !!

It is not all sunny,
then again '' what is ? ''
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living green
Posted:Nov 2, 2009 4:03 pm
Last Updated:Jun 7, 2010 10:45 pm
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Here now is 7.41 am.
To me this is too early to log in, but since my notebook is being
repair , me and my girl had to share her pc.I log in first
because she is still sleeping.
Wonder what time she had gone to bed last night!!
Many times I had urged her to stick to proper time ie. sleep at night and being awaked during the day.
Alas,fat chance of achieving that cause it is not a singular case,seem like teenagers in general are very difficult to turn in early night...could it be because they had wake up late so they turn in late too, or is it because their machine is very powerful they had to run overtime, or could it be because men
in general are not interested in the moon and the sun anymore...
they had their own timing system, beside the light can go on
for as long as you choose to put it on...
What a waste !!
Imagine how much world energy is being save if only we turned in
at the time we are suppose to turn in. Leaving just those who
work night of course...
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Copy and Paste
Posted:Feb 1, 2009 9:24 pm
Last Updated:Feb 3, 2009 11:54 pm
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Usually people will ask me to post my picture when we are
corresponding, and my respond depend on my mood, so sometimes
I give or post it sometimes I don't...most of the time I simply
forget about it.
Is it so hard to put my picture for all to see?
No, not at all.
but I had to understand the reason for doing what I did, in this
case I cannot understand the impotance of attaching my picture,
so I usually choose pictures I like...those are just pictures, but if you like to read anything in it of course you can since it
shows you my taste relating to object, colours and preferences.
Someone said to me once `I only friends with people with faces'.
so I said `bye then '...well !! I had no face haven't I?
Here is something written by someone :
I don't want to be defined by my role at my day job,
and without sharing my real identity online,
I can’t be defined by my blogging endeavors.
I am not ashame of who I am but I simply don't like people who
take a short cut in understand by putting me in a box...
Of course there a saying about a picture worth a 1000 words....
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happy new year!!
Posted:Jan 23, 2009 7:06 pm
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2009 6:53 pm
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the day after next is a chinese new year,
it is going to be the year of the cow.
I wonder what kind of cow it's gonna be...the one left to roam free, or the not so lucky `` being forever in the barn ''
I was born in the year of a rabbit...he he the homely type...
whatever, but I wonder is it going to be a good year for me?
taking the present situation, economy being down and going to keep on go on it present trend...it is rather gloomy !!
maybe not for me, but for most people especially those young family...maybe that is one of the reason I feel sad and sometimes
anger cause there is a lot of unhappiness going around,and we cannot help much, then again maybe that is what we have to agree,
and to accept that the fighting will go on, the killing will go on, the hunger will go on, it's natural.
we cannot hope for perfection, all we can do is do the best with
what is given. Life is a trust and we were told that the day will come when we will be ask to account for everything that is given to us while we are alive: family,asset, time....
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by association
Posted:Jan 19, 2009 7:46 pm
Last Updated:Jan 23, 2009 4:08 pm
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You are so much into psychology and brand names....
you try to brand me too, not necessary because this only
work on people who feel ``something''by using the brand
associate with it. To those who feel rich just because you
use popular brand names : Why?
before you are small?
before you didn't feel big enough or rich enough?
pity you , really !!!
Do you have to know me?
Why?
to verify the story?
to help?
IT IS OUT THERE FOR ALL TO SEE
That is for those who see, for those who listen...
There's a saying:
Look but didn't see, hear but didn't listen...
Lastly, don't just look at grass beneath your feet,
look up and look out to see the big sky too,is it blue,
or has it turn grey or brown with dust.
ps: you want to call me ``nasty''?
why not that will make me feel`normal' like you...lol
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unfair
Posted:Jan 17, 2009 4:29 pm
Last Updated:Feb 1, 2009 8:59 pm
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seem to me like there is no law anymore !!
just because my and your quarrel, does it
make it allright to come into my house and shoot us all,
and make a report to one and all that it is our fault for
instigating your anger...even though it is true, have you
not commit any crime?
how about `breaking and entering'?
couldn't we protect ourselves with stick and stones and
knives we have available at home to protect us from you?
then how come you and your cronies label us as ` TERRORIST '
What are you?
if we are petty thieves, you are MAFIA with capital letters.
It is true after all, you use different laws for us!!
Is it not so when our lives mean nothing, you can slaughter us
anytime you please, while we cannot even touch a strand of you hair?
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once in a blue moon...
Posted:Jan 12, 2009 8:32 pm
Last Updated:Apr 27, 2024 9:20 am
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after about a zillion years I pass this way again...
hi !!
you still here?
I am still here on this very earth...not going anywhere,
not yet anyway...hope not anytime soon cause like you,
like me, like everybody else there are things not yet
finish, not yet done, not yet tie up nice...
had anybody ever ready?
seldom heard, but those who couldn't wait for their number..
many !! people who cannot take it anymore, so they
surrender, but this in the common understanding.
ours is a little different because:
1. you may give up, you may try to killed yourself, but
final result is in the god's hands, therefore you die cause
you had a calling, you don't go anywhere except the
hospital if the one above didn't want you there yet.
2. life is very precious, it is given to you to be use as wisely
as possible, not to want that life is an 'insult` if I may
called it that, therefore those who killed themselves are
considered as 'very low' very unworthy cause they had no
faith in themselves, nor to the `great provider'
3. therefore people of our faith has to go living, has to on
trying, has to go on hoping that things will get better if
we really trying, and god willing...we will.
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one solution
Posted:Nov 16, 2008 7:52 am
Last Updated:Jan 13, 2009 8:58 am
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i had this friend,
who had so much problem with his wife,
so to solve it he intent to find himself another wife...that is ok for our community, religiously too.
he ask me `` do you want to marry me ? ''
because he is serious, i answer him seriously too
``no ''
he asked me again ``why ''
``cause i don't think we are compatible ''
he said : but i like you.
nuun : i like you too, but as friend
he said : as hubby?
nuun : nope, cause i want to be able 2b me...rather crude, but
always try to be honest with myself and others
he said : am i not honest?
nuun : you are too damn nice to able to be honest.

then today he told me he will find someone so far away so that
he can leave everything here and start a new life...
this is the way 50 plus man thinketh, not a young man.
did he thinks by leaving...the problem will be solve?
bodily ? yes, you can take yourself however far u like.
mentally? can you leave without thinking of those you leave
behind? maybe not the wife, but how about the
are you willing to go without ever turning back?

all i can say to that dear friend is ``be brave ''
...to cut the rotten link,
...to hurt others,
...to hurt yourself too,
if you really want to start a new live,
if not , don't bother,
cause you are only wasting time, energy and money,
saying nothing about heartache to you,
and to those around you that you still love.
if you cannot be that, don't bother trying
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tickle
Posted:Nov 2, 2008 9:05 pm
Last Updated:Apr 27, 2024 9:20 am
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So say you, me too in the beginning but when it comes to
practical or everyday living, then only you will see that when
it come to basic we both have to have the same idea of how to
go about living.
Just take smoking as an example, this is not a big deal to me,
but I can see the `problem' in the house where there are small
, the more so if smoking is done in an air condition
area. It is all right to smoke to death if you like cigarette
so much, but is it ok to force others to `smoke' indirectly, to
tolerate the stench you made?
what if you believe that married couple should limit themselves to each other, whereas you own partner didn't think it is that
important. If his or her action didn't have anything to do with
with you, why not? but usually it is not so,some money sure goes
unaccounted, what if you had something undesirable in your system,
if it is `aids ' wouldn't you will start asking ` who pass it to me? ' or `where this things come from? '
If we want to be responsible, we cannot help but ask question:
- what are we doing?
- what kinds of food we eat?
- what kinds of programme we were watching?
- what kinds of people we were creating?
_ etc etc

Otherwise sooner or later we will be quoting
`irreconsilable differences ' as our reason for divorce
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