I'm looking for someone fun-loving and interesting. Someone who isn't looking just to exist but is looking to LIVE. Someone who wants to
experience all that they can out of life and take the path less travelled sometimes, but not always. There's a perfect mix to be had out there
where being happy with the simple joys meets reaching for the brass ring...
I want someone who will challenge me to try new things and continue learning every day. I want to find someone who shares a connecting point
yet is different enough that we can open each others eyes to new experiences. Someone who makes me a better me and that is a better version of
herself because of me.
Growing up, I remember being a true romantic. I wore my heart on my sleeeve and I held nothing back. That led me into a lot of bad
situations...I met a lot of people who wanted to take advantage of that and reap the benefits without giving anything back. So I grew cold...I
died inside...I turned everything off, because feeling nothing at all was better than feeling pain. I hate it, but at least it's safe. But now, I feel like
safe is not enough anymore. I want to feel again... to be with someone who I can spend hours with...just talking about nothing...and everything.
Someone who I can’t stop thinking about and who I know is thinking about me...such a strong chemistry...that amazing connection...I know
when I’ve found it - when I can’t think...or sleep...or eat...I won’t be able to breathe and when I stand beside her...I won’t be able to not reach out
and touch her. I’ll crave her...her touch and her kiss...the smell of her hair...I’ll taste her long after she leaves me. When I hear her laugh...it’s
intoxicating. I’ll want to know everything about her...her dreams and thoughts...what makes her eyes sparkle and what brings her tears. She'll
challenge me...teach me and force me to grow and learn and become a better person as I challenge her...teach her and force her to grow with
me. I’ll do everything in my power just to find out what excites her and what makes her feel safe and protected. Time will stand still when we're
not together and when I'm with her nothing else matters. I'll laugh when I think of something I know would make her smile. I'll ache when I
know she’s hurting. When I think of her kiss...I'll get weak and feel her so deep inside that whoever described it as butterflies...just never kissed
her. I'll smile to myself when she holds my hand...it simply fits. When my arm is around her waist...it feels like the only place my arm was ever
supposed to be. Every song I hear will remind me of her. Nothing is right without her and I won’t remember what it was like before I met her.
There is nothing...nothing...that can compare with the feeling I get when she touches me...she’ll take my breath...and yet somehow...I'll now
know what it feels like...to really...breathe. And when she thinks of me...she'll write the same words to describe me...
I want it all.
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