He said he wanted to make me feel young again. OMG, did he ever DO just that! He gifted me with that all-consuming, "GIDDY", feeling once again in my life!
The fact that he is so young (40 years younger), and nearly a virgin at our first meeting (only one previous sexual experience), baffles me in regard to what a considerate lover and boyfriend he turned out to be. It was just so seamless how well we jibed together... I mean, how many people could spend an entire weekend together at first meeting and have complete compatibility!
Our first in-person meeting came in only three weeks--and with the continuous texting/talking throughout those days, it felt like we'd known each other three years. It began with him hugging me in the elevator. His hug instantly instilled such amazing comfort in me! It was like he exuded an outpouring of acceptance and reassurance, which had me opening completely to him before the weekend was over!
I loved how he took charge from the start. After watching him put the snacks he'd brought into the room's mini frig, he came to me on the bed and engulfed me in a passionate kissing-embrace. This escalated instantly!
We were panting for air, as we broke apart several times...laughing at the powerful connection we couldn't seem to control! We'd just met after all, and we still had a whole weekend ahead of us! So, we commanded ourselves to behave, and fix ourselves a cocktail.
He was so damn cute as he took on the bartender roll, especially since he was almost virginal regarding drinking too (he shared that he'd just this past year experienced sex/alcohol/weed for first time at age 22--as he'd put all his energy into getting through college and into grad school).
It was surprising he wanted to do shots...even though we hadn't eaten. The cucumber/mint flavored Vodka made for smooth/frequent shots, and he was like a cute little "drinking coach"--serving us one after the other. This had us smashed within an hour of meeting for the first time in person--and had him so uninhibited...and me gladly going with the flow!
The room had a private jacuzzi terrace and I loved his suggestion to take a blanket and cuddled-up together in the outdoor two-seater lounge chair, to gaze at the stars. Of course, the lights of NYC don't allow a stary-sky view, so I truly loved his suggestion for us to "make-believe" we were seeing a clear, star-speckled sky--one similar to where he works at a farm upstate.
It was truly heavenly to be so completely meshed together, looking up at a fog-covered sky, just imagining we could see all the billions of stars above us! I don't know if I've ever felt so close to someone so quickly. What happened next, certainly made me know I hadn't!
My young lover took on a surprising care-giver roll when I said I had to go pee...a roll that conflicted with any misgiving I had of him being shy or timid in any way! He became almost playfully demanding...and kinky...and I loved it!
He insisted on helping me to the toilet, and on pulling down my panties. It's true, walking was challenging by then, and I could have managed. But, I wanted to let him help me, and I could tell he was getting off on it too.
After he had me settled on the toilet, he did something that blew my mind and was an absolute first for me. He straddled my thighs and sat on me-- facing me, trapping me on the toilet!
I loved his agile, lean, firm body settled so comfortably on my legs--his hard penis trapped between our stomachs! He was naked now...having given me a strip-show, before straddling me so flawlessly over the toilet. Oh, and when he started kissing me, and oh so passionately...I totally forgot about peeing!
What he did next exhilarated me even more. He became bossy! Saying, "you have to pee for me, or I will not kiss you anymore". OMG...well shit! How fucking hot was that! And...hell if I could remember if I'd actually peed yet or not...fuck!... in my heightened, passionate, intoxicated state--all I wanted to do was feel him inside me! His trapping me on the toilet was spontaneous and turned out to be an ingenious foreplay move!!
Seems we sat like that forever--laughing, kissing and him bossing me--till I made myself pee again, just so I could get us to the bed!
I don't fully remember this happening, but the floor being covered with clothes made it apparent that some chaotic clothes-ripping transpired on the way to the bed (those clothes stayed just where they fell all weekend--of no concern to us, when our feet hardly hit the floor again!).
The seeming endlessness of sex that transpired over the next two nights was extra-human! We just rested and ate when absolutely needed, and the resting/sleeping was glorious too! I don't remember feeling this natural and comfortable ever with someone, and so quickly!
His confidence with peeing in front of me from the start--without closing the bathroom door--added to my sense of comfort ironically...hell, some married couples can't even do that!
It was endearing that, even hungover, he wanted me touching him constantly as we spent all day in bed...and, even with being nauseous, he gave me rounds of morning sex. Poor guy even vomited later, just from the smell of the delivered breakfast (which we didn't eat till was cold, after he'd slept more)--and yet, he bounced back for even more sex after hours of laying still together again!
We could lay so peacefully, without speaking--spooning or entwined for hours. Oh, I wish this for every human...to have that sense of true comforting, through the natural embrace with someone...ahh.
I almost appreciated this embracing more than the sex, as he was so extraordinary at it! It was like we were comfortable old souls reunited...so familiar and at peace with each other, that there was no need for the usual, "new acquaintance nervous chatter". It was so lovely that the need to fill space with words was unusually absent for us.
We'd already discovered how empathically connected we were--with simultaneous texting when thinking of each other or saying same thing at same time--so this "unspoken" comfort, was another part of our incredible connection to each other.
After such an extraordinary weekend, I was concerned with what would follow for us. And then, that awkward period that usually follows a date (like the..."what's next period" ), was seamless too. We continued our month's-long daily communication, and then, God bless him!...Within a week--this lovey, adorable, responsible young man--had taken charge and booked us a cabin to spend five nights together before that month's end!
Wow! Talk about blowing me away! Then the three words started to flow in earnest, in almost a foreplay to our get-away in the woods...he started pouring on the, "I Love You's"! Unlike before we met in person, it honestly felt so natural for me to return them back to him--now having seen/felt his sincerity.
So, a seamless hotel weekend was followed weeks later with us "playing house" together in a lake cabin! I have always loved camping and nature, so when he took charge and did this for us (plus picked me up in his car)--hell, can anyone blame me for falling so hard for this guy...plus, he's a dog person...I mean come on...no-brainer right! Fuck the age difference!...He had me forgetting all about that!...He had me feeling sooo fucking "GIDDY"!!
My sweet, young lover came into his own during our cabin trip--we both did actually--freeing our inhibitions to explore each other even more. It was truly amazing the stuff we tried--being so newly acquainted that is!...Hell, we did things I didn't get to in a 10 year marriage even!
He came a long way from the hotel weekend--with his initial fumbling and almost pain-causing entries--to the seamless, pleasure-igniting skills he acquired during our week together!
Hmmm...Now, I see a "Chapter 5" needs to follow this one. A play-by-play of our glorious week of sexual discovery together. Yes, LOVE TO NO AVAIL needs a closing chapter!
Think I'll call it--"Playing House". Stay tuned... and Thanks for reading!
P.S. Just seeing I have 2,000 blog followers today... thank y'all for the shared happiness!
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That is wonderful I can't wait to read more 💋
Hi, nice to hear from you... I hope you will continue to write as well!
@sweetmamm nice to be rememberd i writen a few things my blog got messed up so i lost alot of them. I have a couple under mature stories
@Eroticwriter57
Oh, sorry to hear about your blog! Will have to look for your stories. Be well!