March 11, 2024.
Hello friends,
In the regular posts, I've begun to tell you about my long relationship with Francis, and in order to continue writing about this matter, I've been very busy sorting through the vast amount of material I have from those intense twenty years, from the age of 23 to 43, when I was his lover, art model, and a participant in threesomes with my husband (and three or four times with a friend of Francis, Alex...). Additionally, last Friday, my husband and I traveled from our home in France to spend the weekend in the northern Spanish city where we are originally from, in order to be with family and friends we have there, and among them, we met with Francis.
A lot happened in those twenty years, and I believe many of them will surprise you... and perhaps seem very "stimulating," I hope π. My life, not only in its erotic aspect, cannot be understood without Francis, who, along with Dean el EscocΓ©s, Lalo, JosΓ© Manuel, and Sir Ulf, are the men who have left the greatest mark on me; although, of course, the number one is my husband, my soulmate, whom I love with all my heart, and without whom my life would be meaningless.
In Francis's case, although our sexual relationship ended almost twenty years ago, we remain close friends, as Francis has been my husband's best friend for sixty years! They met when they were 4 years old in school. We have two other friends, a married couple, who are also part of the small but very tight-knit group of my husband's childhood friends, and yesterday we all had lunch together at a small and charming Italian restaurant, one of the best I've ever eaten at; and we chatted non-stop for over six hours.
My husband's friends are very cultured, but not at all pretentious; I don't consider myself uneducated, but I sometimes feel insecure when I'm with them and can't keep up with some of the topics of conversation, although I always try to learn. But the conversations are always lively and fun, covering the most varied topics you can imagine and jumping from one to another effortlessly; from art (especially painting), classic cinema (not today's...), classical music, philosophy, writers, novels, history, cosmology, science, travel, memories of things we've done together, nature, photography, quantum mechanics, our lives, family, economics, and little politics and no sports (the five of us enjoy doing sports, but not watching them on TV). Yes, those conversations are about all those mixed topics, and all sprinkled with jokes and anecdotes... maybe I'm an intellectual slut?
Not much has changed between us in the almost 40 years that I've known Dan's (my husband's) friends, and I say "almost" because as the years go by, we drink less and less alcohol at these gatherings βΉ; to be honest, yesterday I was the only one who had a couple of glasses of Baileys instead of the tea or coffee that the others had, and neither Francis nor my husband touch a drop of alcohol; their loss
Well, from time to time, like today for example, I'm going to take advantage of the Pic of the Day to relate things I did with other guys while I was in a relationship with Francis, and of course, my husband. I've mentioned several times how life is a very non-linear process, but rather chaotic, and the only thing that's linear (or so we perceive it) is time - that great unknown - in which our lives unfold. Did you know that there are very serious scientific theories that say time doesn't exist and that it's just part of the interpretation our brain makes of Reality?... I won't dwell on that topic for now, which could be one of the conversation topics that would captivate the aforementioned friends and keep us up talking until the wee hours of the morning π
I've spoken to you numerous times about Diego, the photographer from Pamplona (in northern Spain) who hired me occasionally as an art model from the age of 26 to 35, and with whom I always had sex before, during, and after the photo shoots, and sometimes there wasn't even a photo session and Diego went straight to the sex part Well, simultaneously to that I was Francis's lover and art model, and I didn't meet with him for art and sex sporadically, but several times a week.
During those twenty years of relationship, discounting the periods when Francis disappeared from my life without explanation (I'll tell you about that), I had sex with him several times a week, mostly he and I alone, but also in threesomes with my husband every two weeks or so in average. What's more: there have been long periods when I had much more sex with Francis than with my husband, as he was very busy with his work; I'll tell you about that too.
For example, in an absence of my husband for seven months due to work issues (it was in Lalo's time, you know, when I was 29-30 years old), Francis and I were living together in my apartment as a couple to all intents and purposes in private and in public and sleeping together in my marriage bed, and we had sex at least once a day and several times during the weekends, and as I had recently given birth and was breastfeeding (first my little daughter, but then Lalo in an erotic breastfeeding relationship that lasted four months) then, as there was no risk of getting pregnant, we were fucking deliciously bareback all that time.... and so did Lalo... and some other lucky guy like Gorka, and several others... What a time! It was non-stop good sex for seven months
Years later Francis and I were living together in his artist's studio house for more than three months, as we were trying to get Francis to get me pregnant, and we were really insistent fucking several times a day (where several is more than two), the theoretically non-fertile days included just in case, except when I had my period and then, instead of fucking, I would give him several blowjobs a day so that his semen production capacity would not decrease, leaving Francis "dry" and exhausted every day during those more than three months: as soon as his balls were full I emptied them inside my pussy or my mouth, and the occasional time in my ass... amazed? No wonder! And all this with the support of my husband.
During that time living together at Francis's house, I was practically always naked, made up and perfumed to tempt him to fuck me, or if it was a little chilly I wore a sleeping gown, but completely naked underneath, so that Francis could fuck me on the fly without the need for preparations. In those three months I estimate that we had about 300 "coitus", and despite that I did not get pregnant, because later I was detected a thyroid problem that, although it was not serious prevented my pregnancy, plus I had passed 40 and my fertility had decreased I guess. I called it "coitus" because the main purpose of fucking was to get pregnant, not "fun", although I came every time without exception. I will also tell you more about all this in another of the Posts to come.
Francis is a very good photographer and he took some artistic nude photographs of me that I believe are exceptional, but for him, photography was a tool for drawing and painting pictures: first, he would take some nude photographs of me in different poses to evaluate the effects of light and shadow on my body, and based on those photographs, he would make a first sketch of the painting he wanted to paint and show it to me so that I could pose in that position and capture the expression on my face to represent the emotions Francis wanted to convey in the painting. I think he was the inventor of what he calls "Living Art," in which the artist considers not only the final painting he delivers to the art gallery or client as his work of art, but also considers art in the entire process of the work: from the idea to framing the final artwork.
I've talked about one aspect of "Living Art" in Post 50 (where I also talk about Diego), but the concept is much broader than the specific experience I relate there, and it includes the client attending parts of some of the sessions where the model, that is me, was posing.
Every now and then, I glance through some of the previous posts I've written, and I've realized that, unintentionally, I may have been a bit unfair to Diego and underestimated him; I didn't do it with ill intent. In fact, Diego is an excellent photographer, and although he never achieved international fame, he could have.
Diego comes from a very wealthy family in Navarra (a beautiful region in northern Spain), and therefore, photography was almost a hobby for him rather than a necessity. Diego could have lived very comfortably without needing to work, just by taking care of some of the family businesses, but since he enjoyed photography and was good at it, he took it up as a profession, although not dedicating himself to it full-time, if you understand what I mean.
"Diego's case is the opposite of Francis's, who had to work very hard to start becoming a known artist and earning money first to live, although he later succeeded, thanks in large part to the countless hours I spent posing for him and helping him in his career as an artist... and providing him with all the love, human warmth, and sex that a man needs to have a good emotional balance. Francis became a renowned painter, able to live very comfortably, although Francis is quite austere and money and luxuries don't matter much to him; he's only interested in Art, which is what brings him pleasure... although I can assure you that for many years he was also very interested in me, which also brought him pleasure, although maybe not as much as art π
To prove to you that Diego is a very good photographer and had the potential to become internationally renowned, I've included some of the photos he took of me the first time he hired me when I was 26 years old. They were for a "local" advertising campaign for a well-known cosmetics brand that wanted the model to have the typical features of the region where the products were going to be promoted, which was in northern Spain, and you can bet that anyone residing in Spain identifies the region where I come from just by looking at me π As a bonus, I've included some other photos that Diego took of me, but also some that Francis took of me around the same time as a preliminary study to decide on poses for his paintings. Some of these photos are in Post 50, but there I uploaded them in groups, with a very small size of each one, which doesn't allow you to appreciate their quality or the detail that I'm going to talk to you about now.
There's one thing I want to tell you to finish off this already very lengthy 'Pic of the Day', and it demonstrates how difficult the life of a professional model can be, although not mine because I had my job apart from this and I was only a model (or pretended to be) because I like to pose nude and because I also like 'what I did after posing' with most of the artists who hired me. Let me tell you the anecdote:
If you look closely, in some of the photos that both Diego and Francis took of me, you can see some 'blemishes' on my face, especially on my forehead, that used to appear from time to time back then and would disappear after a few days. Since I'm very vain, I've retouched the photos a bit here with the editing program I use, and 'blurred' and softened the blemishes, so I suppose they're not so noticeable.
But back then, photos couldn't be edited because they weren't digital, and correcting model flaws during development was practically impossible when they affected something as important as 'the model's entire face'. That is, if a model was unfortunate enough to have something as trivial as a skin eruption that couldnβt be concealed by makeup, the photo shoot had to be canceled, and she couldn't work or get paid until her skin was perfect. Tough, right? In my case, it wasn't a problem because I didn't rely on that job at all, and although I called Diego a few days before the session to tell him what had happened to me, he didn't cancel it but told me to come and pose... don't forget that he was more interested in 'the other thing' we always did than in me posing πand my blemishes were not an obstacle for the other thing.
As for Francis, he didn't care because the photos were taken to decide on poses and to illustrate his 'Living Art' work, so the model didn't have to be 'perfect', and as for the painting... well, no matter how realistic a painter is, I don't think he would want to paint the model's pimples in the picture... or the ones on the butt, which are more common
The Bonus 3 photo is one of mine that Dean el EscocΓ©s liked the most, so when we met in 2004 I gave him one of the good format copies that Diego gave me, framed and with a very personal dedication. He has had it hanging in his bedroom for years, although the last time I visited that room he no longer had it.
The bonus 4 and 5 are photos that Francis took to test poses and light games on my body, and in them you can see that my nipples are hard and wrinkled like nuts, while in Diego's photos they are not. It's not because it was cold in the room I was with Francis and not in Diego's studio, but because Francis has always attracted me physically (even now) and I was horny as a mare in heat and wishing he would stop taking pictures of me and fuck me at once, because he was taking those pictures of me him naked and with a boner.
In fact, Francis liked and was aroused that we made art together being both naked and then we made love right there where I had posed... you can't imagine in what positions we fucked and did of "everything" Francis and I in that brown armchair, on which I placed that pink cloth as protection so as not to stain the upholstery with our fluids. However, Diego did not attract me physically like Francis, although he fucked very well, and let's just say that the sex part, which of course I enjoyed very much, was part of the deal.
That is, in theory, I was firstly Diego's model and secondly, I provided him with sex; while firstly I was Francis' lover and secondly I posed for him... with Diego I was a model who fucks, while with Francis I was a lover who does modeling.
Have a wonderful Tuesday!
Sweet kisses
Aura
76 comments
You can text me if you are interested in doing something
I am flattered, but to start you are 6,000 miles far, (9,500 km) and to continue I am not bi
Good luck!
Aura
What did you have in mind
Welcome back to Costa blanca..u will to Spain before Easter and you're do it.... yeeeees it's nice time with your husband's friends and Francis there too amazing π.. And it's interesting time with Francis whether together in this time or when your husband coming to the house in the weekend like I'm known and sharing sometimes threesome... About your pregnancy i think you're talking in controversial issue happening in this time and happening now in the marriage... About it's not everytime fucking not to give pregnancy u and Francis for example u trying everytime and the pregnancy not happening..The purposes of sex is not only to become pregnant but for fun too.. this case here in Egypt it's hard... this things happen and suddenly she's pregnant... About Diego from your post i love him.. Francis too...but Diego struggling in his life to become now in his place and you're helping him and sex mmmmm π€€π€€ to get his fair balance...i wish to be in this balance now π to get this support and love in my life at the same time.. maybe u lol π I don't know it's will be heaven... yeeeees it's your experience as a professional model you're living the work with them Diego and Francis..u see the work How it's going and finally u helping them.. and success in many sessions... Thanks for the tips as a model... and yees it's wonderful time work with Francis.. wooow π² hot π₯π₯ pics...
Hi ALfedo,
You know that I live my life at my own way. About having child with Francis it was fair, because we were lovers for almost 20 years by then and him is a "normal" man and he needed to have a child, and who better than me to give him one?
Kiss
Aura
@Mibelayze yeeeees u mean as lovers and the same time married... correct me if I'm wrong is it before you're pregnant from husband and your daughter coming or After you married and Francis living with you
@Alfedofernanz200
I had my gaughter when I was 29, my son at 32, and We tried to Francis getting me pregnant when I was 40,
Kiss ππ
@Mibelayze oooooh yeees omg woooow... it's rare to happen in this life.. yeeeees it's rare thing I've seen in my life wooow π² the husband and lover... more shocking.. wooow π² interesting
@Mibelayze delicious rare life you're spending... I'll never have seen this again in my life
Hey, if you ever wanna dreamed of a steamy interacial with a handsome african man (discreet, my crib, your crib or hotel, if you ever visit uganda, hit me up)
Hmmm... to start you are 3.000 km far and I don'c care about the skin color of people !
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Aura
As always, you provide great reading Auraβ¦stunning photos as well sexy ladyβ¦ππππππ
Thank you Roko, you as nice as always with me
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Aura
Hot
Aura
My dear Aura,
I am back at painting after a long spell of doing other things. I had lost my inspiration for a while but the more I look at your photos the more I feel like an artist.
I am also one of those men who doesnβt drink alcohol. Maybe a strange combination of being an artist and not drinking. I used to drink,Sometimes to excess and Scotsmen have a poor relationship with alcohol.
I would love to paint you. You have an exquisite body and you have aged gracefully. Perhaps I need to study some of your photos and see what I can create on canvas.
The one of you with your back to camera and the chiffon covering your ass is a beautiful photo. The dimples on your back and the way you are standing is so sensual.
All of these images shout sensuality.
I need inspiration and in you I have an abundance. Beautiful as always πTom xxx
Hi Tom,
I'm glad to hear that I've contributed at least a little to reigniting your interest in painting, and I want you to know that you can use any of my photos from the blog as a reference as if I were your model.
Regarding that photo you mentioned: it seems that Scots are particularly drawn to it, as Dean is too
If you paint something based on me, I'd love to see it. Does that sound good to you?
A kiss,
Aura
@Mibelayze I hope I can do it justice.I reckon that Scotsmen know a good thing when we see it. We have great taste in women.
Stunningly beautiful
Thank you for the compliments!
Aura
@Mibelayze You're very welcome
Nice great shape and seductive poses
Thank you for the compliments
Kiss
Aura
Nice
Aura
Beautiful pics, your photographers were very lucky, I bet not all of their nude models provided such delightful fringe benefits, you make me want to dust off my camera and arrange a little photo shoot or two
Well, I have not been a really good model, nor a real professional posing, but I have had some success because I was known in the local artistic circles for the ease with which I was persuaded to go to the "second phase" with the artist Everyone has to take advantage of their gifts, and mine is to be an uninhibited girl
Kiss
Aura
@Mibelayze I suspect a lot of men have taken an interest in photography as a means to the end of seducing beautiful young women. 1950βs Film starMarilyn Monroe was also known to have slept with many of her photographers.
@MystaPTBF
I have always thought that I had some things in common with Marilyn, not surely her extraordinary beauty, but she also has the 'nice slut' look that I believe I have I am convinced that she was a good person. I like her.
A kiss,
Aura
@Mibelayze aΒ Β»nice slutΒ Β» I like that. Iβve never understood why sexually open women have been spoken about in a derogatory fashion. Sure if there a cold mean slut or cold mean anything but what could be better than finding a woman who is a nice slut, she enjoys her sexuality and enjoys giving and receiving pleasure. Thatβs just a win win situation! Unfortunately I am currently in a very frustrating situation so I enjoy hearing about exploits.
@MystaPTBF
They have spoken ill of us, nice sluts, especially other women, who don't dare to do what we do and that's why they envy us... and even hate us, because we take "their" men away from them... f+ck them! , they are narrow-minded and prissy; they don't deserve any respect from me, those dry cunts
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Aura
I love the story and the explanations from the artist's view point but if you were my model you would have been too much of a distraction for me to concentrate on anything other than you.
Well, I guess that's what happened to Diego and that's why sometimes I went to his studio and he didn't take a single picture of me, he didnt use me for posing, but of "the other thing" he used me at will As for Francis, as he had me almost daily available for posing and "for the other thing" that's why he worked with more performance, I guess.
A kiss
Aura
Stunning lady with stunning picsβ¦so sexy erotic mmm
The merit of the photos is of the photographers, thanks for the compliments
Kiss
Aura
Querida Aura:
Me has hecho saber muchas veces lo importante que soy para tΓ, pero que lo escribas y digas a los cuatro vientos siempre me emociona. Gracias querida amiga, no podrΓa entender mi vida sin haberte conocido, todavΓa recuerdo vΒ΄vidamente lo nerviosa que estabas mientras te desnudabas en el salΓ³n para la sesiΓ³n de fotos y luego te quedaste quieta de pie justo enfrente mΓo, gloriosamente desnuda, sin intentar cubrirte, mirΓ‘ndome de forma escrutadora para saber si me habΓas gustado y cuando viste que mis alabanzas eran sinceras se te pusieron los pezones como en la dos fotos de Francis y supe que esa noche te ibas a entregar a mΓ. ! Lo que darΓa por poder retroceder en el tiempo y volver a vivir aquΓ©l dΓa!
ΒΏQue te parece si te llamo para que vengas pasar un fin de semana conmigo en mi casa despuΓ©s de Semana Santa? ΒΏO prefieres en el Castillo de Olite? Me gustarΓa enseΓ±arte los potrillos que estΓ‘n ahora a punto de nacer.
Muchos besos y abrazos, no muy castos.
Tu amigo
Si estaba un poco nerviosa, pero es porque querΓa que esa sesiΓ³n quedara perfecta, y cuando te vΓ me gustaste... y decidΓ probar a ver que pasaba si me quedaba desnuda contigo despuΓ©s de irse Chema... y lo que tuvo que pasar pasΓ³
Trato hecho, a mΓ me gusta que dar en tu casa, pero esta vez siendo primavera que tal si vamos a Olite? ademΓ‘s asΓ veo a los potrillos, ya sabes que me encantan
Besos
Aura
@Mibelayze
Olite, !perfecto! Reservo ya,
En mi opinio, tu Blog es el mejor de todos ppr calidad, interes, y por tu impresionante belleza.
Te felicito
MuchΓsimas gracias D!
Besos
Aura
Estas precuiosa! Con esos ojos verde-azul-gris-marron que tienes. En esa epoca tu y yo no nos veiamos, porque yo vivia en Londres y ademas estaba casado. Conmigo nunca qisiste nada mientras yo estuve casado, pero con Jose Manuel y con Paco si ππ₯²
Es broma π
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Bueno, aver, decir "nunca" no es totalmente correcto... se te ha olvidado aquella vez en el "famoso callejΓ³n" del pub de Luis?
@Mibelayze
Lo que pasa en el callejon se queda en el callejon!
Love your story
Such amazing photos
ππππ
Thank you Rob
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Aura
@Mibelayze ππππ
Amazing
Thank you Nick π₯°
@Mibelayze of course as have gotten to know through your writings and our interactions find you incredibly intriguing and fascinating
@bignicktx
My life is quite ordinary, I would say 95% of the time, but it is that 5% that makes the difference since I have never had inhibitions to do what I want in that 5%
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Aura
I forgot that you couldn't touch up photos back in the day.
They're great pics. I didn't notice anything. π
Photography was so different in the analogic times ! π
Indeed Diego is a good photographer, and also Frncis in his own wa, though for him in general photos were not the goal of his work, but a tool to do better paintings. Anyway he sold photos for some local erotic magazines and decks of cards at the beginning.
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I am so grateful for the digital age. I have always loved photography, but with a limit of 36 attempts available in one roll, one always had to be careful and choosy, if you know what I mean. With a digital camera, I was able to take ten pictures to get that right one.
And then, with P-shop, I could create pro-quality editing that really made me proud of the finished result. I respect and marvel at photographers from the analogue days. THEY were pros. These days... I guess we can all pretend.
Hi Paul,
Concerning the 'pimples' that frequently appeared on my face between roughly the ages of 25 and 28, I'm sending you part of a portrait that Paco took of me one of the times he 'called me' to come visit him during the summer when I was 27. That skin eruption had happened again... but for Paco, it wasn't important regarding what he wanted from me.
I haven't used any filters so you can see clearly those pimples on my face, which didn't appear elsewhere on my body. I eventually realized it was a night cream I was using on my face that was causing that eruption (by the way, it wasn't from the brand I was promoting in the advertising photos taken by Diego ) Once I stopped using it, I didn't have that problem again.
Kiss
Aura
A wonderful post Aura! G xxx
Thank you G, ππ
Long story and you are beautiful
Thank you for the compliments ππ
You are Beautiful !
Thank you for the compliments!
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Aura
Stunning! Beautiful bushy bush!
Aura
So SEXY!!! ππ₯π€©
Aura
Absolutely stunning photos! π€© Beautiful doesn't do you justice! π₯π―
I am going to blush! βΊοΈ But the merit of the photos belongs to Diego and Francis ππ
@Mibelayze breathtakingly beautiful and modest! π€© The artist is only as good as their subject and muse my dear. You have a natural allure and charm that transcends the camera lense and comes across through your eyes and expression. π€©π€©
@FreeAgain845
See? I blushed
Kiss
Aura