Hello dear friends,
This post begins a series in which I will tell you in detail my twenty-year relationship with Francis, from the time I was 23 until I was 43 years old, in a “ménage à trois” with my husband that could be described as "textbook", and that included intimate aspects that went far beyond the purely sexual, and that only my husband and two other former lovers of mine know about.
,[[ Image 1. With Francis in the apartment where my husband and I lived after we got married at the end of May when I was 23 years old. These photos are Polaroids my husband took of us the first day I posed nude for Francis, it was a Friday afternoon in late June. I continued to be his art model for the next twenty years, as well as his lover, and threesome partner with my husband. We had lent that room to Francis to use as an artist's studio; I talk about all this in detail in this Post. By the way, since I was very young I have been turned on by CMNF (Clothed Men Naked Females) experiences. ]]
As always happens in this life, the story of this long experience cannot be linear, because while I had this relationship many other things happened in parallel, and I am talking only about affective and sexual issues, and in this time I had relationships with many other men, mostly one-night standings during my work trips to Madrid (I do not like to sleep alone), but also relationships that lasted months but very intense and murky as Lalo (numerous Posts in this Blog), or years but less intense as with José Manuel and also with Néstor (of whom I have spoken numerous times). Life is not linear like a train track, but intricate like a spider's web, or rather like a skein of disordered wool; it is "time", that great unknown, and the limitations of our mind, that make us perceive life as something linear when it is extremely complex and non-linear.
In this blog up to this moment there are 264 posts, of which 123 are regular posts, 135 are Pics of the Day, 5 are GIFs of the week, and one is a frustrated attempt to have a Private Inbox. Given the long and intense relationship with Francis, I have already talked about him in numerous posts, and some are entirely or almost entirely dedicated to adventures I lived with him, such as the following:
Posts 2, 8, 13, 21, 50, 63, and 80; and Pics of the Day 3, 5 to 7, 10, 24, 35, 40, 42 to 44, 46, 49 to 51, 58 to 61, 84, 87, 90, 91, 93, 100, 103, 125, 130, and 135.
As a result, it's likely that in this new series of Posts, I may repeat some content from earlier ones. However, I'll strive to minimize such repetitions and may refer you back to the original Post when necessary.
I know this Blog is difficult to follow, but being autobiographical, it talks about important parts of my life, and like anyone else's, it's complicated. Perhaps mine is even more complicated than average, as I have lived for long periods in three different countries: Spain (where I was born), Venezuela, and France. Spain and France are neighboring countries, and I would even say they are siblings or at least close cousins, both belonging to this currently turbulent and confusing EU, and my travels between the two are constant.
Furthermore, at present, my husband and I have three properties that I frequently talk about: the family headquarters in a country house with a large plot of land located in a small village in the heart of rural France at the foot of the impressive Pyrenees, our vacation home on the Costa Blanca (alongside the Mediterranean in the southwest of Spain), and we still own our former family large apartment in the northern Spanish city where my husband and I are originally from and where our two children were raised.
The relationship with Francis developed mainly in that industrial and bustling city in the north of Spain, the first five years in an apartment that my husband and I had rented in a working-class neighborhood on the outskirts, and the rest in the aforementioned former family apartment of ours in a much more "chic" neighborhood on the shores of the Atlantic (Bay of Biscay in the Cantabrian Sea) and which is more than twice the size of the aforementioned rented apartment. But with Francis, I also shared some interesting and erotic adventures on the Costa Blanca, such as the one recounted in Post 21.
I will now briefly go back a few years, where all of what I am going to relate has its roots.
As you know, I lost my virginity when I was very young in the Venezuelan Guayana, and with three guys at the same time... well, technically one of them, Pedro, was the first one but he was immediately followed by Andy and Jorge, so I lost my virginity having the mixed semen of my three best friends inside. We had no possibility of getting condoms living in a semi-wilderness area of Guayana, Venezuela, and so I started using a "Fertile Days Calculator Chart" that one of the three guys, Andy (who later became my sweetheart for two years) "borrowed" from his mom.
,[[ Image 2. I have spent full days naked in the middle of nature, doing long walks with my group of friends through the jungle and savannah area and far away from where we had left our clothes. The three guys were "usually" clothed, well, at least they wore shorts, but the two of us girls were completely naked, only wearing snickers. Sometimes we met natives from the surrounding tribal villages, but they were not the least bit surprised to see us naked as most of the young girls in their villages were also naked or semi-naked at that time. Possibly the only thing that caught their attention a little was our "thick bushes" because the indigenous girls, whom we sometimes saw bathing in the river in the distance, always had perfectly shaved pubes. I am sorry that these polaroid photos are of poor quality and spoiled, but it has been more than 45 years since they were taken and they have suffered many trips and have not always been well stored, but I think they are quite illustrative. In other previous Posts you have many of my photos from that time. ]]
I have to tell you that in my already long and very promiscuous sexual life I have been fucked a lot and by many different guys, a good part of them bareback, however I have been lucky enough to never contract any health problems, because if I don't trust him I don't "sleep" with a guy, although I have had several false alarms about unwanted pregnancies.
I also want to tell you that I am not a believer in any religion, though I have a transcendent approach to existence and reality. However, in the event of an accidental pregnancy, I would never have aborted, because from the very moment a new DNA appears in a mother's body, in this case, mine, there resides already a human soul, a new human being, and no one has any right to decide about the life of another human being regardless of their age or stage of life.
For me, there are three eternal and unchanging values: Life, Freedom, and private property. This is my life choice, and I will not change my mind or engage in discussions with anyone about it. However, I also do not try to impose my ideas on others… as long as they do not try to impose theirs on me or limit my freedom, as unfortunately is happening at an accelerated pace nowadays. I'm not sure if climate change is accelerating or by how much, but the loss of freedoms certainly is, and significantly so.
As an autobiographical Blog, it's logical to share events that have happened to me, but also for you to know my opinions and my approach to life, without which those events could not be well understood.
Well, I returned from Venezuela to Spain at the age of 16, and since that Fertility Chart had proven to be so reliable (or maybe I was just lucky), I continued using it until I was nearly 45, although increasing the 'safety margin' in days as my menstrual cycle became less regular.
,[[ Image 3. When I was 27 years old I had a torrid affair that lasted almost four days of non-stop sex with a Serbian guy, Zoran, in Lozoya (near Madrid) and of whom I have spoken in most of the Pics of the Day from 1 to 45. He is a doctor, now retired and living in France, of a specialty related to gynecology and sexology, and as such has a perfect knowledge of the female anatomy. He was the one who "diagnosed" me as a hypersexual woman without being pathological, that is to say not a nympho, although I have had three brief nympho spells so far. According to him, and I agree, this hypersexual condition together with my ability to have huge multiple orgasms (even today) is a luck that very few women have, and besides, having married an extreme liberal man regarding my extramarital affairs, my life is a very rare sexual paradise. But speaking of condoms, on my travels I always carried three condoms in my carry-on bag, usually of the "Prime" brand, for "whatever might come up" (see for example Image 7 in Post 24). And when I met Zoran I was on the borderline close to entering my fertile days according to my Fertility Chart, but Zoran asked me about the regularity of my periods, their duration, date of the last one, etc. and told me that they were safe days, and assured me that he was completely healthy, to which I replied that I was too (I always take at least two complete Tests a year since, being José Manuel's kept mistress, I provided on his behalf intimate services to some VIP clients of his law firm. So, Zoran and I agreed to fuck bareback, both in my pussy and in my ass (he impaled me a couple of times), but to show my husband that I had been a prudent girl he took two pictures of me with condoms near me for me to show him... What happened was that my husband realized that we didn’t use the condoms, because the little box still contained the three original ones when I returned home; he didn't get angry with me for that little lie, he never does. I didn’t use these two photos in other Posts about Zoran because they are out of focus. ]]
In my life, I have only had two children, both desired and with my husband: a girl when I was 29 years old (followed by the murky affair with Lalo that I have extensively discussed in this blog), and a boy three years later.
From a very young age, I realized that I cannot be the woman of just one man: I can love only one, although during a period of my life, I was in love with two at the same time. But as I clearly separate love from sex in my mind, I have never given up on having sex with other men apart from my partner. That, along with the issue of a slight limp in my right leg, made me think that I would never find a man who would want to marry me and allow me to have sex with others, because who would want to marry a promiscuous girl with a limp?
That problem with my right leg was caused by an accident: a bad injection when I was a toddler, and it prevented me from running, playing and doing sports with the boys like the other girls did, and made me feel like an outcast, a freak... until I discovered that if I showed the boys my tits, pussy and butt, they would rather come "to play with me" instead of running after the other girls. So, I have been a slut all my life, a nice slut, and very proud and happy to be one. Thus, I thought that no one would ever want to marry a lame slut, and that's why I would remain single for the rest of my life, although I would have no shortage of sexual partners, of that I had no doubt.
At the age of 22, I became the kept mistress of a 35-year-old widower, José Manuel (whom I have talked about in numerous Posts, especially those referring to 'my glorious year' and many others), in a relationship that lasted seven months; I was his lover, but we were not in love.
I had almost complete certainty that I was going to remain single for my entire life and I had accepted it, however, I didn't want to give up on being a mother. Thus, at that age of fertile plenitude, I felt the desire and the need to have a child for the first time in my life, that is to say, my maternal hormones kicked in, and I asked José Manuel to impregnate me without us having to get married. I would be a single mother, and I did not ask José Manuel for any responsibility over the child or legal recognition; let me clarify that it was not a trap I had set for him, as I would never have married him, although I value him very much.
,[[ Image 4. Photos of José Manuel's time that Chema, the semi-professional photographer I worked with, took of me. José Manuel was one of Chema's clients, and seeing my photos was how he became infatuated with me and asked Chema to make me a nude photo shoot in his apartment with him present, that same night when Chema left José Manuel and I fucked... several times and bareback, and the next day I accepted his offer to become his kept mistress (see the Posts of "my glorious year" where I tell all this in detail, but especially Post 17). In another Post of that series are these photos but in their black and white version, which by the way were generally more appreciated by the clients than the color ones. The certain success I enjoyed for quite a few years as a semi-professional art model wasn't so much based on my arguably questionable beauty or my posing abilities, which weren't exceptional, and don’t forget I have a limp, but rather on the local art scene's awareness that my rates as a model included a "bonus" – the ease with which I could be persuaded to engage in “full sexual activity” after the session with whoever had hired me, whether it was the artist or the client, as in the case of José Manuel. This was simply a gesture of gratitude for hiring me despite having a limp and limited modeling skills, of course, of course... Some might argue that I wasn't truly a model but rather 'something else,' and I have no objections; it's a fair assessment. Did I hurt anyone? No. Did I make many guys very happy? Yes. Then where is the problem? Why I did that? For lust and to give a shot to my pathologically low self-esteem. ]]
Because of the emotion and tenderness of my request, José Manuel and I started trying to get me pregnant... putting a lot of effort into it 😊, but after a week of fucking bareback like wild beasts "several" times a day at the peak of my fertile days, José Manuel changed his mind. It wasn't because he didn't want to have a child with me, because he did, but because he didn't want to ruin my life. He told me that I would find a man my age who would love me and want me as a wife. Anyway, I felt sad and disappointed when I had my next period.
His words were prophetic, because only a few months after ending my affair with José Manuel (he got engaged to a lady his age and they soon married, so we stopped being lovers but remained very good friends), I met my husband, whom I refer to as Dan in this Blog, and with whom I have shared so far forty wonderful years of complete happiness. I told Dan that before I met him, I had already had sex with other men and that I wanted to do so after we were married. To my surprise, he accepted it without any objection or condition, and he told me that he liked me just the way I am and didn't want me to change; he said he loved me for who I am, the “full package”, slutty side included.
,[[ Image 5. I met the man who would later become the love of my life, to whom I have been married for almost forty years, on December 12 when I was still 22 years old. On March 8 we declared our love for each other, that is to say we got engaged and started having sex, and on May 26 we got married. These two photos are from March to July of that year. At the end of June the threesome relationship with Francis began, and during July we became lovers. That August, during my first vacations in the Costa Blanca I met Paco, the businessman with whom I have had an agreement for sporadic sex as if I were his particular call-girl that has lasted until this past summer (we are still friends but without having sex); that first summer I had sex with him twice, well: the first time I undressed for him, posed for some photos in different places of his empty department stores, and we had a really extreme "edge-play", and then the second time the "full menu" a few days later. That same summer I also fucked in the parking lot of a nightclub in Calpe a guy with whom I danced, and I had a fuck in the car with another guy in a nightclub in Benidorm (both are tourist towns on the Costa Blanca); that is, the first fuck was "on the car" and the second "in the car" 😊 . All this I did while Dan was in the same club, they were challenges he made me like: "You boast a lot that you are very good at flirting, but I bet you are not able to flirt right now here a handsome guy, make him buy you drinks, dance with him "really dirty" and then fuck him"... Dan always lost those bets (I have talked about this in other Posts). In November I got a call from Olaso, a very handsome former classmate who helped me with my Master thesis and whom I rewarded by undressing for him in a lab and giving him the blowjob of his life (I told you about that in another Blog Post); he called me because he wanted to chat with me about old times over drinks.... Well, and to say goodbye this time it wasn't a blowjob, but we went to a secluded road, undressed and had a fuck in my car.... well, in the car owned by my husband... I have to say that I fucked being fully naked with the other two guys too. So, at 23 years old and in my first year of marriage, I had sex - fucked - six different guys and, except for Dan, the other five were after I got married. By the way, four of them fucked me bareback, let's see if you can guess who are the two who used condoms.... I'm afraid you're going to be wrong; although I'll give you a hint: the first time, in July, when Francis was going to fuck me in a threesome with my husband, he put on a condom, but I took it off myself looking into his eyes with lust just before he penetrated me, that action of mine excited him... and made him hard as a rock. I've always loved hard cocks and judging from what I saw in the video conference last Thursday, Dean still has it like a steel bar, delicious steel, lucky me! . Yes, I am a slut, but as my husband likes me that way I am also what is called a “hotwife”, and I don’t cheat on my husband. ]]
To be continued very soon.
Kisses
Aura
72 comments
She is a beautiful woman. She looks so very sexy. You are a sizzling hot wife very desirable woman. A lovely wife in deed.
Thank you for such nice compliments
Aura
From what I understand now u have a long experience with mfm relationship or maybe the sexual journey with you it's beginning with jose Manuel And before of that 🤤 in guyana when you're virginity... you're really rarely woman I've ever seen her before in sex living like that... Maybe your culture and the freedom of thinking.. and in practice too 😊😁 really lucky woman...i wish woman like that in my life without consequences of course... And After that with jose Manuel it's my first time I know from you what's the meaning of single mother I've never know about it before... After you leaving him u know your husband and After years Francis coming to beginning more experience while you're married...i see today the secret of your freedom and culture in sex begins with andy and the guys..jose this what I called the basis for what everything comes next.. correct if I'm wrong....i like this difference between the sex and love... sleeping with different guys based on trust I've never seen like that...but I love to ask you what's the secret of your recognizing thoughts about the culture freedom life and sex too in this young age ? Exciting to the next.. wonderful pics
Hola Alfedo,
I see that you understand my life very well and, to a large extent, my feelings and my way of being. Unlike most people, I have never seen anything wrong with sex, as long as it is consensual and between adults without harming others. What's wrong with that? What's wrong with pursuing and spreading happiness?
In the small school in the American Camp in Guayana, Venezuela, there were only two teachers who were a married couple, one from the USA and the other from Spain, and they were very liberal in their way of thinking and teaching. They didn't teach us religion in that school, as it was considered a matter for private life in each family (considering that some families were Catholic, others Protestant, and a few Jewish), and neither my father nor my mother were practicing Christians. So, I was brought up with what can be called "natural ethics and morals," believing that only what harms other human beings is bad, and that making others happy is always good... and what makes others and oneself happier than sex? And that's how I have lived my whole life.
I don't follow any religion, but I'm not an atheist either. I believe in a Supreme Being, outside of time, the creator of everything that exists, of the Universe, and it has absolutely nothing to do with the gods (in lowercase) of human religions. Religions are inventions to manipulate and control people, society, and to limit individual freedom. They are a disgrace to humanity and have always produced much more pain, wars, and injustices than good. Nowadays, you only have to watch the news, I'm sure you understand me.
By the way, I have never found anyone who can give me "objective reasons," logical reasons, why sex could be something bad, and I think I will leave this world without anyone being able to give me a single valid reason to say that sex under the conditions mentioned is not good (between consenting adults and without harming third parties): I have never intentionally harmed anyone, but I have made many men happy.
I am not an unconscious or as crazy as one might think by reading about my sexual adventures. I believe I am quite educated, I read a lot about various topics, and I have lived in several countries and met many people. That's why I believe I am a very difficult-to-manipulate free spirit, a rebel.
Another thing I want to tell you is that Freedom is under attack in the Western world. The media shamefully avoid the words "Freedom and Liberty" and try to replace them with the word "democracy," which is not a synonym of freedom. Nowadays, here democracy is understood because every X years you can put a piece of paper in a cardboard box and then go home, shut up, and let yourself be manipulated, obeying as if you were a sheep... and I will never be part of a herd.
A kiss,
Aura
@Mibelayze yeeeees it's your belief and your thinking.. And like u said u are lucky you don't meet anything wrong with sex or u have seen any consequences from it... yeeeees your childhood and your learning in this school helping you faster to growing up with this liberal free thinking 🤣🤣 on the contrary of me I'm waiting until university to learning that in philosophy...i understand your learning there in this school...i think From what I see About the religions or your belief i don't know u are near to the agnosticism (Jackinda Arden) New Zeeland.. And i respect your opinion About religions And the same time i agree with you about manipulation And controlling society in freedom..etc...About to find someone giving you logical reasons why is it bad i agree with you because you've a rules if you don't want thank you.. leave...but I'll tell you it's different culture between middle east As I'm and there...here it's possible to harm others..not there... That's why I believe I'm very difficult to manipulate...i loved your rebellion and you'll never to be part of herd... you're like me (similar) 😉 and I love 😘 that..my mind 😻 like u ...i agree with you the democracy in Western world it's not in a good way like risk coming... More more i love you my naughty professor... it's my honour to know u more in this discussion..
@Alfedofernanz200
Hello Alfredo, indeed I am agnostic and a lover of Freedom. And do not be fooled, the god that rules the Western world is not any transcendent being but "Money", and a few greedy psychopaths accumulate all the money and power in the real world while the rabble content themselves with living inside a smartphone their nonexistent and vain fantasy of stupid social networks. The powerful worship Money as their god and provoke wars to steal gas and oil from others, while the rabble has swallowed the religion of "Planet" and gender and dare not even light a match or say whether they are male or female.
A kiss
Aura
@Mibelayze sounds like we're back little to the middle ages.. And like I'm in middle East Don't talk in another things.. and be focusing on your life... And the wealthy people play with everything like steal.... yeeeees you're really really educated and conscious woman not in sex only... like my completely woman I wishing.. you're making me little crying... how much I'm very lucky to know you like that..so close 😍..👏👏 really the naughty and the best woman Laura kiss 💋💋
@Alfedofernanz200
Thank you Alfedo
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aura
@Mibelayze kiss 👄👄👄👄👄👄😘
@Mibelayze yeeeees really you're my completely woman that i have dreams with.. mind..smart...educated.. perfect thinking.. And finally sex..sounds like to me...if i was there now in 70's to marry you..oooo woow 😯
Those younger pictures of you with that magnificent bush take me back to my teens and the memories of such beauty.
I am glad taking you back to wonderful memories
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Aura
Lovely Lady.
Thank you
Aura
Are you publishing outside of this platform? A printed version perhaps?
No, I am not a writer, just a lady that want to share some erotic experiences of my life. 😘💋
A nice reflection, and one hot body love your breasts
Thank you for the compliments! 😘💋
@Mibelayze, you are so welcome xx
Siempre bella y muy senxy en todas tus fotos, ademas que esabas muy joven hermoso cuerpo, que afortunad quien te acompaño y fotografio
Muchas gracias! 😃 Me alegro de que te haya gustado este Post 😘💋
Love the hairy bush
Thank you my dear for the rock hard cock again this morning
Wow! I am flattered!
Kiss
Aura
He is a lucky man
They both were lucky men and I was a lucky girl
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Aura
Quite an adventurous life you've lived, and probably still are. Where were you in my youth when I could have used an art studio... with benefits? lol
Hi,
Yes, still
Most of the artists I posed for, and they are a bunch, have been "artists with benefits" AWB
@Mibelayze Good to know!
Your tits are beautiful, I would love to suck on them. I've made women look hot, sexy and beautiful...
Aura
@Mibelayze Perfect for my mouth.
@JuicyAltoonaCock
Thank you for the photo 😄
😘💋
Very hot story with very sexy pictures of her included!
Hi Teddy!
I am glad you enjoyed the writing and the photos, the next chapters will follow soon
Kiss
Aura
Gracias por contarlo con tanta dulzura y delicadeza.
Qué guapa has sido siempre, y tienes un alma aun más bella.
Gracias JM, te debo tanto! Siempre me has ayudado, siempre has estado ahí para mí.
Te quiero
On good form Aura. G xxxx
I always try to do my best!
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Aura
Find amazing how have had such loving long term relations with multiple people
I am that way, I don't know how to say "goodbye" to people that I like
Aura, Me ha encantado el post, cada vez escibes mejor. Algunas cosas ya me las habías contado, pero hay otrs cuantas que son novedad. Te acuerdas una tarde que tu ibas por el centro de Bilbao con Francis y nos encontramos cerca del banco? Me pareció un tipo muy majo, tienes que contarme más de él.
Besos y más besos
N
Sí, me acuerdo, en efecto Francis es muy majo, ua persona especial.
Un beso
Aura
Naked in the jungle? Ooh... you're braver than me. Or perhaps I've watched too many nature shows and movies about snakes. 🐍 😲
Wonderful pics that compliment an interesting story. 💕
Styles certainly have changed.
Hi Paul
Most snakes there were small and harmless The TV docus are too exagerate, and I was was not in a virgin unexplored jungle! And most of the area was savanah, and the river. The most dangerous thing there was the river, often with a strong stream, is for that we bathed in a "pond" nera the river instead of in the river itself
I miss those times.
Yes, "styles" change... to worst Having less freedom is not good at all.
Kisses
Aura
Enjoy that steel bar soon mmmm x
I hope so! LOL
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Aura
Hey when was the last time you shaved that hairy black bush
25 years ago!!!!
After waxing, and waxing, and waxing again for years I now have a bald pussy, my hair there doesn't grow anymore
@Mibelayze
Nothing wrong with that.
Sorry, just expressing a personal preference. With every new girlfriend, I would pull out my scissors, and we would have a grand time snipping and clipping and shaving... for hours. Somehow, they trusted me. 😂
I guess it is of a personal nature and taste, but I prefer bald...
... and so does my head. 😲💕
@Paulxx001
Hi Paul, quite a few gys have shaved me and always have been a lot of fun f the two of us.
Nowadays I also prefer having it bald.
Kiss
Aura