February 11, 2024.
Hi my friends! π
These past few days I've been rather inactive in Blogland for two reasons. Firstly, I've been waiting for some technical issues to be resolved with my account, which apparently have been fixed now. Secondly, yesterday I traveled from my vacation home in the Costa Blanca (southeast of Spain) to the old family apartment in a northern city of Spain, where we lived until almost ten years ago when we moved our 'family headquarters' to our home in southwestern France. We will return there in five or six days. Someday we will part with this apartment, which we barely use anymore, but not in these turbulent and uncertain times because 'brick is more solid than paper,' and much more than ethereal and almost virtual digital figures.
The weather on the Costa Blanca in winter is mild and very pleasant, whereas in northern Spain and France it's cold, damp, windy, and dark. Yet, it's also enjoyable to appreciate the winter landscape and the cozy warmth of a good fireplace, as we do in southern France, gazing at the snow-covered Pyrenees and enjoying nature and the countryside. The sunsets there are incredible; they are famous throughout France.
As my husband and I love nature and animals, our land attracts a multitude of birds of various species, from robins to magpies, jays, and a family of crows that have been living in the forest near our house and have been 'like family' for years. When they want us to feed them, they peck at a shutter as if knocking on the door; they are very intelligent animals. We also frequently see wood pigeons, pheasants, and, logically, some birds of prey, such as falcons, sparrowhawks, and kites, although naturally, they do not come very close to us. It's amazing to see how when those birds of prey appear lurking over our land to hunt, the crows immediately come out like fighter jets to attack them and drive them away. We've witnessed some 'aerial battles' worthy of a National Geographic documentary.
There are numerous nests in the garden and surrounding areas, including one belonging to redstarts on a beam right next to our front door, within arm's reach. In about fifteen days, the chicks of all these birds will start hatching, fluttering confidently around the garden; sometimes we find some of them that have fallen out of the nest and we help them get back, it's very endearing. Foxes, squirrels, the occasional wild boar, deer, and we have a family of grumpy ferrets living in a dense bushy area, apart from the friendly hedgehogs that roam the hedges. Nature and life are wonderful; Earth is a paradise. It's a pity that due to the greed of a few vile, ambitious, and repugnant psychopaths, there is so much war and suffering in the world. Damn them.
Back to "more intimate" matters, during my stay of about a month and a half in the Costa Blanca, I have met every Friday with my old friend Paco to have an aperitif chatting, apart from that we have had dinner together a couple of times: the first one at his home and another one in a restaurant. You know that a few days ago I told you that I was tempted to propose him a farewell fuck for this past Friday, but finally I didn't do it, I think it's better to wait a while longer before having sex again. After all, if you think about it, having sex is not a big deal, it is something natural and fun, especially for me, but for Paco it is something more important than for me and I do not want him to misunderstand me and thus propose me again to be his exclusive lover, which I would refuse for the umpteenth time which would ruin our excellent friendship.
But the main event during this time has been the 'reappearance' in my life of Dean el EscocΓ©s. I remind you that since 2004, we have had a relationship with many ups and downs, complicated, very intense; we have been lovers and were in love for a while, and we have sometimes had sex in threesomes with my husband within a textbook βmΓ©nage Γ troisβ relationship. But Dean's pathological fear of commitment has caused him to disappear unexpectedly for long periods of time. The last time we were together was over two years ago, and shortly after, apparently due to misunderstanding a proposal I made in an email, he told me he never wanted to hear from me again. That hurt me deeply because when I tried to clarify the matter, he never responded to my emails or answered the phone.
Surprisingly, however, in November he contacted me again as if nothing had happened and told me that he would like to see me again. You may ask, what was the reason for this sudden change of heart? Well, nothing very deep or sentimental, simply the melancholy and boredom of the long autumn had made him look again at the photos and videos he has with me and he got horny... he told me without disguise, and wanted to have sex with me again. Of course I gladly accepted without any reproach; yes, I know, I have very little self-esteem and no dignity, but somehow I still love Dean and am very attracted to him from a purely sexual point of view.
Dean has made me very happy many times and has made me enjoy sexually like few men and is, without a doubt, the man who has fucked me the best in my life, the one who has produced the most intense orgasms with penetrative sex of my life, most of them multiple; it is as if his cock and my pussy were tailor-made for each other. But Dean is also one of the men who has made me cry the most with his unjustified disappearances and belittling me at times possibly for being a married woman who has sex with him, who is his lover, although that belittling only appears once he has been well satisfied after fucking and using me as much as he wanted. He is a non-practicing Catholic, but still has some religious prejudices.
The thing is that during these last weeks we have talked on the phone several times, exchanged erotic e-mails talking about "dirty things" we wanted to do together, and he has been telling me that "possibly" he would come to see me next week, then the week after, the week after... and finally he has not come, which is typical of Dean. This time I didn't suffer, as I already know him well enough and I'm used to his "sneaky" attitude, although I did feel frustrated. Anyway, I hope that when in a month and a half we return to the Costa Blanca, Dean will be encouraged to meet me, you know: "spring fever" and I hope that his desire to have sex with me is greater than his fear of commitment, I know without a doubt that he still wants me and I attract him sexually.
Well, as Pic of the Day and bonus photos, I've chosen some screenshots of a video my husband shot while Dean and I were fucking in bed during a threesome. A few minutes later I had a gigantic, loud, convulsive orgasm which you can see in the videos I have on my profile in the dating part here on AdultFriendFinder, for those of you who haven't seen it, I recommend you do... although I warn you to keep an eye on the volume of your speakers, or my loud screaming orgasm will be heard all over your neighborhood
For those of you who can't see that video, I'll upload later a GIF of the Week with a short sequence of that fuck with Dean.
I wish you a happy Sunday.
Kisses
Aura
44 comments
Hi Aura,
WOW, it's definitely nice to return to family familiar places, as many memories were created there and surrounding areas.
What? Dean has magical reappeared as if nothing has happened. Amazing! I know your feelings for him, but am amazed at his attitude and behavior. I guess we'll see when you get back to Costa Blanca.
Big Hugs and Kisses,
XOXO
Tom
Hi Tom,
I am always so glad when I hear from you π thanks for writing to me.
Indeed, to my surprise Dan reappeared, albeit very tentatively at first and only by e-mail a few months ago. However, he has not apologized to me for having told me (or, rather: written in an e-mail) already more than a year and a half ago that he did not want to hear from me "ever" again, without my having given him any reason that I know of. Anyway, I have not reproached him for anything and I have pretended that it did not happen, although I was very hurt when he broke up with me in such a blunt way.
Well, the thing is that before Christmas the exchange of e-mails, already with more and more erotic content was increasing and we got to talk occasionally on the phone, and even he masturbated once while I talked about the things I wanted to do with him when we met again in person during one of the calls let's say more intimate, in which I gladly accepted all the things he told me he wanted to do to me (some too dirty and I do not like much, but anyway .... ), and especially his desire to impale me again with the goal of giving me an anal orgasm for once. As you can see, Dean's desires are not very romantic, but I'm not complaining.
Dean has impaled me to the bottom and has cum inside my ass many, many times throughout this long but very scattered relationship because he loves to do it to me, but to speak plainly: his cock is perhaps too thick for my ass and his technique is not very "refined", so it has always hurt me and he has certainly never managed to give me an anal orgasm, although I did cum while he was doing it to me, but because he was fingering me at the same time and that frustrated him, as he wants to give me a "strictly anal" orgasm.
Maybe my mistake was to have told him that there have been three guys who have managed to give me purely anal orgasms: Lalo, Sir Ulf, and a very skilled guy I met in a pub and who I asked several times to do it to me... in the back alley and in the toilets! I have tried several times to explain to Dean how to improve his anal technique, but he is very stubborn and never wanted to listen to me, and I have come to think that he gets off on hurting me.... Well, when on the phone I got him to let me explain how to improve his technique, that's when he masturbated. And keep in mind that I'm being unfair to my husband, because I haven't let him impale me again for over thirty years because he also hurt me, while I let Dean do it without complaining whenever he wants: in fact, he doesn't even ask me, he just does it when he feels like it and I try to make it as easy as I can for him.
Since I have been in my house on the Costa Blanca (less than 5 km from Dean's house) from December 26 to mid-February, I have proposed to him countless times to meet up so that at least we can see each other again in person and chat, although he knows very well that I pull down my panties and open my legs at lightning speed as soon as he suggests it (maybe that's my mistake?), Dean always said yes but he never set a date for the appointment giving me various excuses, some of which were possibly real but I'm afraid others were not.
The fact is that I had to return to France and, oh coincidence!, it turns out that after I had left he told me that "precisely" that weekend he had planned to meet me, although he knew very well that I was leaving before... anyway. Well, we continue talking from France by phone and email (he doesn't like WhatsApp at all, I don't know why) and we agreed to have a threesome with my husband via videoconference on February 22nd.
We did it and everything went very well, I was very happy although I would have preferred to do it in reality or even better being with Dean alone in person a few days before, which is what he and I had planned. During that cyber-threesome the three of us came, and even my husband left the room and left me alone at the end with Dean for a long time so that he could come comfortably alone with me, which is what he did (my husband does that a lot sometimes also in in-person trios); It was more than three hours of videoconference and I came twice, so the meeting was a success.
But since that very day, his responses to my emails have become more spaced in time, and when we talk on the phone, he's polite but a bit distant with me. I think once he realized that I'm still his and he can use me whenever he wants, he lost interest in me and put me back 'in the closet with his other inflatable dolls'... metaphorically speaking.
This Wednesday, I sent him a very erotic email with some photos and a video he asked me to make specifically for him (my husband took the photos and the video), and up until now, which is Sunday morning, he hasn't responded, which is a very bad sign.
So, Tom, here I am, groveling before Dean again and allowing him to disrespect and humiliate me, but this time I'm starting to get fed up. I'm no longer the girl who fell madly in love with him twenty years ago, and I'm giving myself until the end of May for him to change his attitude, and if he doesn't do it by then, I'll move on even though I know it will hurt. I will return to the Costa Blanca in a couple weeks and stay there for a long time if Dean comes again to me.
Tom, forgive me for this long response, but I needed to vent.
Very sweet kisses from your friend,
Aura
Hi Aura,
I have always enjoyed our conversations, and truly did miss them.
You should know by now, that there's never a need to apologize for the link of your responses or that you need to vent.
Yee, I do think that time and the fact that his attitude hasn't changed, as somewhat opened your eyes, to his narcissism and need for control. For some reason he enjoys toying with you and your emotions, and as you said, probably gets off on hurting you, both physically and emotionally.
Strange that he doesn't like WhatsApp, as I use that to talk with friends all around the world. It's fun to watch some of them having sex, or getting to act like the porn director. LOL
Sorry for my late response, but Sunday morning we got up to our phones having been blown up with tons of calls, because we silence them when we sleep. Long story short, my youngest biological son, and I hate using that term, (as all the kids whether biological or not, have been treated the same), had called to tell us that his wife passed Sunday morning. At first the Coroner thought that she might have had a heart attack, which was masked by the severe flu, but the autopsy revealed several undiagnosed issues which may have caused it, but they have to wait several weeks for the toxicology tests to return.
Anyways, we made plans, took our granddaughter, who was staying with us for her scheduled weekend, back to her guardians (paternal uncle and aunt), and we left Virginia, to drive to Boise, Idaho, which was 2454 miles away. I drove non-stop, other than food, gas and potty breaks, while my wife ensured that I remained awake. 35.5 hours later, we arrived. My son is doing better, as we talked endless times, while we crossed the country. Yesterday was tough, because we were making the first set of funeral arrangements here in Boise, then we have to make plans today for a memorial service, on the other side of the state, about 4 hours away, which is where they met, 29 years ago and where the biggest concentration of their friends are located. It's brought back a lot of memories of when my 2nd wife passed after losing her battle with Ovarian Cancer, as she was my son's mother. This too shall pass and we'll all get through it. They've got two teenage sons (15 & 17), and it will be tough on them, because she really never made them do anything, and now they're going to have to help take care of themselves, and do their share around the house, etc.
Maybe I need a vacation to the Costa Blanca. π
You know me, I'm hungry for all those sweet kisses that you giving out.
Many, many kisses, in return, my sweet friend.
XOXO
Tom
Hot π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯ yees it's incredible π costa blanca .. from your describe it's wonderful to be back to your origin of your family β£οΈ and I see wonderful place and yees u know some animals and birds there it's amazing π I'm lucky to write that now because I have birds besides me now it's morning.. about animals i love to see them but near touch..i'm little fearing.. speaking about little or sometimes prey animals like falcons lol ππ€£ i think if I was there now with you about animals I'll escape..run lol π€£... wonderful weather despite it's raining here now in Egypt...paco i think from what happened in the last meeting nothing happened...Dean it's important information now despite his sexual performance and getting wonderful orgasms and you're loving him..i think his person frequently... maybe little i don't know.. and yees still has religious reasons.. little commitment inside him.. making part of his decision now... until come back from France things can happening and You've bet on that π€€...i don't know why I'm feeling about Dean he's wanting stability of his Life.. doesn't want hours to return to this time... delicious π pics my naughty professor
Hi Alfedro. Dean showed up by e-mail two days ago! He says he wants to meet when I return to the Costa Blanca... we'll see....
@Mibelayze great news... we'll see
Would love a threesome
MFM 3somes are wonderful!
HOT AS FUCK!! ππ₯π€©ππ₯°πππππππ€€ππ€€ππ€€ππ€€
Aura
How can i find your videos
In my profile in the "dating site" here in AFF, I uploaded 35 videos
Place sounds magnificent
Thank you Is a room in my house in the Costa Blanca.
Love all 4 picsβ¦he must be mad to treat you like he doesβ¦.but the third looks wonderful as you tongue each other as he ejaculatesβ¦.very sexy hot and cock hardening x
He treats me that bad because of his panic to commitment. Yes, I loved feeling him cumming inside filling me to the brim while we were kissing, I miss that.
Kiss
AUra
Very hot
@Mibelayze πππ
Costa Blanca does sound pleasant. π€π
Yes it sounds and is pleasant and with lot of open-minded people there
Tengo que reconocer que Dean y tΓΊ hacΓ©is buena pareja sexual, lo digo en serio y con un poco de celos.
N
Gracias N
Very Sexy
Thank you
Hi Aura,Itβs interesting that Dean wants to meet during the months in Scotland that the nights get dark and the country gets colder. The idea of fucking you in the relative warmth of Spain or France and the heat he is going feel from burying his hard cock inside you is a logical if slightly selfish attitude. I understand the Scottish mentality.
Your photos are very erotic and I must admit to a twinge of jealousy as he is the only Scotsman who has access to you.
I was surprised when you said you didnβt have sex with Paco. I know sex is a great pastime and is sometimes taken too seriously but people but I know the reasons you had were valid. You will eventually have him in your bed again.
I need to watch your video now and I am going to listen to it at full volume. I will be as hard as a rock and will possibly cum.
Great to see you posting again.
Kisses Tom πππ
Hi Tom,
Dean has been living in Spain year-round for many years now, and only occasionally returns to Scotland. I've felt sad not to see him during this month and a half; I think he doesn't realize how quickly time passes.
Indeed, for me, sex is simply a pastime, but for Paco, it's something more. So, for now, it's better not to engage in it with him. Honestly, I don't really need him, as I have my husband.
Well, we'll see if Dan decides to come when I return to the Costa Blanca; for now, he hasn't replied to the email I sent yesterday telling him that I was heading back north.
A kiss
Aura
You wrote me in the dating site here at AFF, but I am not Gold Member so I cannot read the message, sorry
@Mibelayze I wrote about your dating site. I watched all of your videos and found the one you mentioned with the very vocal sex. You are a very erotic woman and to hear you as you were fucked is almost as good as fucking you myself. I turned the sound up and as I was semi erect by looking at your photos I was soon fully hard just watching your videos.
You remind me of an old partner I once had frequent sex with but I donβt see her any more.
I look upon sex as a pastime too and I need new partners to keep things fresh.
Your dating site turns me on so much.
Kisses Tom,πππ
@Mythosier
Hi Tom!, I am glad you like my dating add And the videos I hope.
Kiss
Aura
Very hot Aura, you look so good, so into it, thanks for sharing
Aura
Thanks for sharing π
KIss
Aura
Enjoy
Yes, I was enjoying a lot
Kiss
Aura
@Mibelayze
Yep. Looks like you did
Impresionantes fotos. Por fin has publicado un post, estaba preocupado de que hubieras dejado de subir nuevos. Me alegro de que no sea asΓ.
David
Me lo he estado pensando, no te creas
Un beso
Aura
He is a lucky guy (and a rat) I like the colour of the sheets.
Yes Easyrider, at times he behaves like one of those rodents... but he fucks so well!
Kiss
Aura