Her Confession
Today, I want to talk about the female orgasm. While many think it's a mythical creature, it's not. It took me a long time to be able to have one from someone else and oh what a difference in intensity it was. I always have been self conscious about my disability, so it's been difficult for me to totally relax sexually with others. This is counterproductive when it comes to achieving an orgasm.
I would ask hubby why he was physically attracted to me all the time. He would say things like I have sexy legs, or I have a great ass. He even would say how my smile brightens his day and how he gets lost in my eyes. Finally, one day after he answered my question for probably the dozen-hundredth time I asked him, "but what about my disability." He was flabbergasted, "What disability?" he asked. I looked back at him and said he knows exactly what I was talking about. He then told me that I still do everything anyone else does. I don't make excuses because of it and he doesn't see it. He then apologized for not understanding my question because he always has seen me as who I am and not a disabled person. He made me more comfortable with him telling me this. I started to relax more and more with him during our intimate moments.
One time, I had a really bad day at work. I got home and he was there waiting for me. He asked how my day was. I told him I was stressed out from a really bad day. He said he was sorry I had a terrible day and then fixed us dinner. After dinner, he drew me a hot, candle lit bubble bath complete with soft music and rose petals on top of the bubbles. He was going all out to help me relax and forget about the day I had. Hubby came back after a bit and sat next to the tub, letting me vent as he massaged my shoulders, neck and temples. After about an hour, I was ready to get out of the bath. He helped me out and dried me off. He put my bath robe on and took me to the bedroom where he had prepared the bed for me. He laid me down on my stomach and I felt him start massaging my body with warmed massage oil. It was not in the way he would do when he wanted sex, but the way it's done at a spa. I melted into the bed. After a while, I rolled onto my back and he started with my legs.
He just worked and pushed what remaining tension I had in my legs out through my toes. He worked my hips and up my sides and I didn't squirm when it tickled like I usually would. He started massaging my abdomen, starting by my navel and down to where his thumbs were pressing just above my pubic hair. I moaned softly and instinctively spread my legs further apart. I don't remember ever being that relaxed before. He moved his hands around so his fingers were on my hips and he massaged down the outside of my thighs, to my knees and then up the front of my thighs. I moaned as his hands ran this circle over my body a few times. Everytime his hands came up my thighs, my hips would gently raise off the bed. One time I raised my hips really high, he moved his hand centered on my lower abs, his palm on the top portion of my pubic hair. He whispered "relax my love" as he gently pushed my hips back down. I moaned softly as I looked into his eyes and spread my legs a little more, "please?" I whispered.
Hubby could see my lips were swollen and blushing bright. He turned his hand so his fingers could trace my lips softly. I moaned my approval at the amazing sensations I was feeling. He kept caressing my lips and I just kept moaning my approval. I then felt his pinky and index fingers spread my labia, followed by his middle and ring finger penetrating my vagina. I gasped as the sensation felt amazing. I felt his finger tips curve upward, starting to gently press inside me towards my pubic hair. I sighed as I melted into the bed, completely relaxed as I felt his fingers pressing ever so gently upward to the ceiling as he slowly pushed and pulled his fingers in and out of my vagina. I could feel I was getting very wet as he massaged me. All of a sudden I felt his finger press on something really sensitive inside me and I felt this amazing stimulation reach from his fingers to my clitoris. I jumped a little, but was so relaxed I didn't give much more of a reaction besides that and a soft, quick squeal of pleasure. I heard him whisper, "ooh, there it is."
The next thing I knew, hubby was stroking that spot gently causing my legs to shake. I started taking slower, deeper breaths and my moans were getting louder. Normally, I would tense up when something like this would happen. However, this time I just relaxed and enjoyed every sensation I was feeling. I could feel this tension building up inside me and my clitoris despite my relaxed state. By then, I instinctively had opened my legs so wide that I was spread eagle and hubby was enjoying the view. "I'm going to try something, baby" he softly said to me. I closed my eyes and in a soft, relaxed tone moaned ok. Hubby kept stroking that spot inside me, but I could tell he was moving around. I just relaxed with my eyes closed until I felt his breath gently on my pussy. I opened my eyes in time to see is tongue reaching out just before licking my clitoris. OMG, the intensity of the energy I felt building up tripled instantly feeling his finger pressing my g spot while his tongue licked my clit.
I squealed in delight so he did it again. I tilted my head back and moaned as I felt his lips seal around my clitoris and gently suck on it as his tongue started pushing my clitoral hood back so he could stimulate more of my clit directly. His finger pressing a little more firmly on my g spot to match the pressure his mouth applied on my clit. I gasped, trying to catch my breath as my legs started kicking softly as I felt the pressure building up, oh the intensity was incredible. I then felt hubby starting to flick his tongue quickly across my clit as he was sucking it, his fingers applied continued pressure on my g spot as I tilted my head back again and screamed "Holy Shit!" I felt all that pressure that built up quickly expand throughout my body and then every muscle I had contracted, pushing the energy out of my vagina. Hubby kept doing what he was doing to me throughout the entire experience which seemed to just prolong it causing more and more waves of contractions throughout my body. I was screaming in pleasure, it felt amazing!
When the contractions finally subsided, I looked down. There was hubby dripping in sweat, or so I thought. I quickly realized that he was also in a big puddle on the sheets. Not a wet spot absorbed into the sheets, but a puddle of liquid on top of them. My head was still spinning from the intensity I just felt for the first time. Hubby looked up into my eyes and grinned, "did you cum?" I sarcastically replied, "not even close." He chuckled, "I give up, you're impossible" as he slowly pulled his fingers out of my vagina and kissed it. He then laid next to me, spooning and kissed my cheek. I turned my head and kissed him passionately, "Seriously, it was amazing. Thank you." We snuggled in together and fell asleep.
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It's very hot and magical situations i love that š¤¤š¤¤š
Oh Baby!! Very HOT!
Iām so glad you shared this, and happy that you had such an amazing experience. The whole point of sex with a partner is giving pleasure as well as receiving it. Personally I have a problem reaching orgasm myself unless I know the woman I am with has cum at least once, either through foreplay or during intercourse, or both.
There is nothing quite as magical as the intensity of a simultaneous mutual orgasm, but sadly I have only experienced that with a couple of partners.
Hubby and I have had mutual orgasms a couple times. They are quite enjoyable. š
@Midwest24fun The Earth really does move on those occasions! š«Ø
Thank you so much for sharing this. I struggle with having my partners get me off. I can do so with a toy, but its a struggle. And often doesn't happen. The last time I had sex I got soooooo close with my toy. But he came and that was it. As enjoyable as the sex was, I was disappointed and tbh kind of crushed. Getting off without a toy is on my list of things I want to get out of my current journey. You gave me some hope with this.
Also, your husband sounds amazing! You are a very lucky lady. Cheers!
I'm so happy that it's given you hope. I still don't cum everytime and hubby does get frustrated with what he feels like is his failure for me. But when I am able to relax completely and he's on it, OMG is it intense.
I hope you achieve your goals soon. It was quite the experience for me, so hopefully it will be for you also. š
Great. Loved it