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CHRISTMAS and depression
Posted:Dec 15, 2018 1:41 pm
Last Updated:Dec 15, 2018 4:16 pm
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first, I ask that no one create a blog about this.

I ask only to have more patience with folks that suffer from various forms of depression.

most folks don't allow others to see it. I hide mine pretty well. meds help. but there is no switch to shut off the thoughts.

I share very little about my personal life. I don't trust folks here. I am sorry if any one is offended but that's how I feel.

the months of nov and dec are times that I should be happy.

as the month come I become over whelmed with stress pressure anxiety etc.

I have not really enjoyed a CHRISTMAS TIME since my div.

through the years afterwards I have had realtionships that involved ladies and their families

they were no my families.

as many know I have no relationship my my own children.

I don't understand it. its no ones fault. just the situations and the tiems created a breach.

I take the responsibility due to my ager after the div.

I paid an enormous price for letting anger rule my life.

we have had some good times but seems as had as the three of us try it falls apart.

they are happy so I am happy in that respect.

again this is no about me or a seek for pity or feeling sorry.

this is a plea to seek out folks in your life that may suffer from depression.

isolation is a sign. I do it . main reason, my house is where I feel safe.

I raRLY r reach this point but when I do its is rough.

I just had to disappoint a dear friend. I was to go to visit her family with her daughter.

I panic arounds new folsk when I reach this level.

my saving grace is my health is good and I am able to do and do what I choose.

cold rainy weaher at this tiem of the year is a combination that is very dpressing.

MY LORD AND SAVOIR WATCHS OVER ME.

even in my darkess days I know HE IS NEAR.

once gain. please reach out to some oen you think might needs a boost.

I enjoy a conversation every so often but I don't choose to burden others with my problems.

I have dealt with this all my life. my dad also. it killed him by drinking.

he died CHRISTMAS DAY 1960.

PLEASE JUST READ THIS AND DONT DO THE PITY THING FOR ME.

JUST ENJOY THE TIEM WITH YOUR FAMILY.

I TOOK IT FOR GRANTED.

ENJOY NOT ONLY THE TIEM BUT EVERY ONE YOU LOVE.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH GULT YOU CARRY AFTER THEY ARE GONE

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVEY ONE AN PLEASE TELL THE ONES YOU LOVE. THAT YOU LOVE THEM, OFTEN.
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IM DONE
Posted:Dec 9, 2018 2:19 pm
Last Updated:Dec 10, 2018 12:24 am
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blog have become a glamour show. few are worth reading. the front page has become who can post the most with the most views.

talk about muliti ids

this not a a woe is me it is simply a message im done posting.

digest this how even any one wishes.

we have now at least 2 id that consumes the front page and one that writes endless blogs that are pirated.

I will watch and comment.

I see blogs going like the chat.

many blessing to all
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up date on my scam emailer.
Posted:Dec 4, 2018 10:54 am
Last Updated:Dec 9, 2018 4:49 pm
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I checked with a pc tech an was told this had been around a while.

it was related to some breaches on places like amazon etc.

Maisie told me pretty much the same. I am in debt to her.

the deadline passed this morn at 600 am to pay the ransom.

I have been running my virus scam daily as well as ccleaner.

as I mentioned. use a complicated password.

, cap letters, lower case, and a set of characters.

thanks to any one that commented and most of all to Maisie.
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has any one rec this
Posted:Dec 2, 2018 12:21 pm
Last Updated:Dec 3, 2018 9:25 am
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this was in my spam folder this morn.

it showed my email add as well as a password I have used.

I know this is a scam but the fact it shows a password I have used concerned me.

of course I am not paying but can this person lock up my computer.

any help would be appreciated

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it is hard to be humble
Posted:Dec 1, 2018 5:20 pm
Last Updated:Dec 2, 2018 6:49 pm
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adversity shakes out the players from the fakers.

ALABAMA 35 GA 28

WE WERE HERE LAST YEAR.

JALEN HURTS IS THE MAN.
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ghw bush
Posted:Nov 30, 2018 11:44 pm
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2018 8:13 pm
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for whom ever wishes or cares to know .

George Herbert walker bush was not the choice of PRESIDENT REAGAN, as vp.

CONGRESSMAN JACK KEMP WAS PRESIDENT REAGANS CHOICE AS VP

upon arrival in Kansas city for the rnc convention. 41 was bringing needed supporters as well a delegate.

Reagan chose bush.

rest is history.

students of the killing of jfk know there was or were a carefully planned path to jfk being in dallas.

same as the route of the motorcade .

don't even talk to me about jfks body on plane to dc.

question???? how many autopsies does it take to marry the death to the method
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HE KNEW, WAS...........
Posted:Nov 30, 2018 11:06 pm
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2018 8:13 pm
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41 IS DEAD. HEARTLESS AS I SEEM HE CHOSE HIS LIFE.

ghw was in dallas 11/22/1963, he was part of a cia operative group concerned that jfk would ruin big oil.

the other players...….. mafia . cia.……………….. see 41,...………. cuba, again se 41.

see the shutdown of rfk.

see 41

bay of pigs set in motion the future or end of many.

see jfk, rfk. jack ruby, Dorothy Mae Kilgallen, david ferrie, an end less others that could tell the truth about why jfk was killed and who di it.

we , know why. 41s passing will allow trump to release all documents relalted to who killed jfk.

AND YES 41 WAS COMPLICIT

names to google, santos traficante, carlos marcellos

LBJ

envy can kill.

it has!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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duh view uf
Posted:Nov 30, 2018 8:41 pm
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2018 8:12 pm
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now , any of you's all's uneducated opinions noth wiff standing I will proceed.

this world be plaqued by DUMB AZZ, by that I means folk been , either borh wiff it or akuire it.

DUMB AZZ in todays world be contagious.

having said all that, I will anoint my presntation wiff pictures of said dumb azzes.
now mind you, these are presnt day dumb azzes. threw out time we be having some ginyouwine dumb azzes.

present day dumb arses. Brenda snipes, shelia lee, maxi pad waters, nacny pillouses,

chucklesb shumerm paul rayn ,don't tip guam Johnson and bro flake.

folks , these folks have passed the certification test to become first class dumb arese.

I aint gunna eben post pitchers.

all them be yugly, plus dumb arsses.

I n cooking that means a mixed seasoning.

I hate to write this, where is barry when u him.

at least he lyed lied wiff some sense

this is my best jc copy.

leave donations at the door
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53 / 47
Posted:Nov 27, 2018 7:35 pm
Last Updated:Nov 28, 2018 9:03 am
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this will be the make up of the senate when then new terms begins.

uhhhh that should read 53 repubs ………. 47 dems.

NOW...……. if miss Ginsberg will get well from her fall. then retire. trump can appoint
the newest justice to the high crt WHICH will be … Amy Coney Barrett.

6 conservatives 3 liberals.

more to come.

aint politics fun

TRUMP/PENCE 2020
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he nailed it
Posted:Nov 21, 2018 9:18 pm
Last Updated:Nov 23, 2018 1:46 pm
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I thought this would be good reading

Our modern churches reflect the influence of one particular man, whose actions led to great reforms that have lasted through the centuries.

Five hundred ago, on October 31, 1517, Martin Luther nailed his 95 theses on the church door at Wittenberg. With this document, Luther called the Church to return to the basics of grace alone, faith alone, and Scripture alone. Sometimes it is expressed in Latin: sola gratia, sola fide, sola scriptura.
Simply, we believe that we are saved by God’s grace alone. God’s grace is His undeserved love for sinners that sent Jesus to accomplish our rescue from sin and death. Humans do not contribute in any way to their own salvation, through works or purchase. God accepts sinners by grace, not because they have earned His acceptance.
We believe that we receive this undeserved grace and all that it has accomplished for us by faith alone. Even faith is not a human emotion or thought that makes God love us more than others. It’s simple trust in God’s loving promises.
Finally, all these things are based on the record breathed by God. That is, we believe in Scripture alone. The and New Testaments are not the product of some ecstatic and emotional trance. Nor are they the wishful dreams of desperate and hopeless humans. The whole Bible was written “that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name” (John 20:31).

It is said that Luther’s act of nailing his 95 theses on that Church door fanned the flames of Reformation across Europe. Many would follow, and the world would never be the same again.

Where would the Church be today without this brave act? Perhaps America would not be the nation it is. Perhaps the Bible would not be written in the common tongue for all to read.

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