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Charming world

Morning have the wonderful singing / daytime have the brilliant smile face / evening have fascinating Dance / mid-night have the beautiful dream / Also ever lost that oneself / fortunately still have the brain / Have the beauty and happy chaperonage / have no regrets only / Ramble the 52 springs and autumns / the rosy sunset arrived at / look for look for again / look for to return that fascinating world / The vainglory that is ever / depend and consign in the others / The wise person loses to have the harvest necessarily / Harvest a wealth of life / That is the ever painful wealth / it teaches you the life of the aftertime / Know that do not wish again to lose / that fascinating world

MOVED
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I moved!


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4/17/2013--photo
Posted:Apr 28, 2013 5:47 pm
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4/17/2013--photo
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Beautiful Christmas tree!
Posted:Jan 10, 2011 7:57 pm
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Beautiful Christmas tree! I made it 3 times already since I came to this beautiful country!
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Silver Christmas Night
Posted:Dec 27, 2010 4:17 pm
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Silver Christmas Night
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Hi
Posted:Apr 19, 2009 3:24 pm
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Holle to friends and everybody!
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Why the passport application is such slowly?
Posted:May 18, 2007 4:07 am
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2010 6:52 am
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My friend applies for his passport in February 26, is already today the 81 days.We check it up in the government website everyday.
Get the reply everyday:

U.S. Passport Application Status

Thank you for submitting your passport application! It is currently being processed.

Your passport application locator number is 4082*****.
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The love from west
Posted:Oct 23, 2006 9:10 am
Last Updated:Feb 8, 2007 7:22 pm
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She Walks in Morning's First Light

--for a Chinese girl, 17 Oct 2006

She walks in morning's first light.
Her smile so pure, so angelic,
Melting the subtle hues of dawn,
Gracefully bringing forth the radiance of day,
Coaxing the song of bird, the gentleness of breeze,
Over the ancient land of China.

Her sky conjures its fleeting brilliance.
Like the firmament,
Her presence is warm and glowing,
Not transient, but true and faithful,
Brighter than the very day.
Her being is incarnate joy.

In America, he sleeps in darkness.
In solitude, so serene, so tranquil.
His thoughts surround her,
As she sends him her light.
He feels her presence across the infinite expanse of sea,
And in his dreams, he sees her face in the deep sky of night
Amidst the stars and planets --
Like a burst of shimmering crystals that adorn her beauty.

The world turns again,
And now she is an angel in moonlight.
His joy brighter than the sunlight that warms him.
He longs for his love.
She feels his passion.
In every wakening hour, his heart reaches for her,
Through the shadow of earth; through the agony of miles.
His love - so far away in the darkness.

And the cycle repeats again.
She in light, he in darkness.
She in night, he in daylight.
And yet again, and again...
Slowly,
With anticipation,
With painful longing,
With excitement and wonder,
With mystery and gladness,
They seek the time
When their light and their darkness
Will be one ...
Forever.


--j 17 Oct 06

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The Father's Day sacrifices my parents
Posted:Jun 18, 2006 9:04 am
Last Updated:Jul 16, 2006 7:04 pm
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The damned war injured my parents' health, according to the heredity gene, they should live the over90 year old.

My mother's soul on the dawn of June 16th 1:30 left the her body.Her soul certainly looks for my father.

Today is a Father's Day, is also the day that my mother bury, she certainly found out my father.Today, my father got the best gift!

Oh, the sad tears of the human life spread, heaven pleased mutually Shed tears.Daddy, Please careful look after the mother, ever since that time you leave her, frustrated accompany with her with disease then.Now she set free, I know that you can make her happiness, giving her happy and ising no longer flashy...Is forever forever

Your writes in the Father's Day of 2006 and mother to bury the day ( June 18,2006)

父亲节祭奠我的双亲
––2006年6月18日

母亲的灵魂在六月十六日凌晨2:20离开了她的身体。她的灵魂一定去寻找我们的父亲了。

今天是父亲节,也是我们的母亲下葬的日子。我们的母亲一定随着袅袅烟云找到了我们的父亲。今天,我们的父亲得到了最好的礼物!我们父亲一定用他那博大的胸怀和爱拥抱了我们的母亲!

葬礼过后,人烟散尽。当我依旧静悄悄地坐在电脑前,却怎么也不能找回从前的我。这时候我才意识到我真正失去了母亲。母亲,无论有多少恩怨,无论多久不见面,但是只要有你在,我的心是塌实的。我决不曾想你将离开我们。多少年的房颤...心衰...,每当你住在医院,我总是唏嘘你那超负荷运转几十年的心脏在为我们艰难地跳动;我总是祈祷你能不断创造奇迹活到100岁。在我庆幸你度过了又一个冬天的时候,在我感叹你如此顽强的生命力的时候,你却离开我们在阳光灿烂的初夏...我如同在噩梦中,我回首,我四顾,我搜寻,什么也没有了...惟有我的一颗空荡荡的心在失落地跳动着。

母亲,我知道你是带着遗憾和操碎的心还有太多的爱走的。母亲,现在你一定见到了我们的父亲,在祝福你们的同时,我知道只有我们生活得完美,才是对你们的最大的孝敬,才能告慰你们的在天之灵。

亲爱的父亲母亲,请相信你们的后人!会的,一切都会更好!在母亲的葬礼上,你们已经看到你们的孙辈们组成了一道靓丽的风景!

如今我还在努力积淀自己。我有许多朋友在中国,在世界,他(她)们欣赏我,关注我,爱护我。我从一个普通中国女人的角度体现了中华民族的美丽、智慧、尊严和传统道德。他们说:“你应该为你自己而骄傲“...”你是你的家庭的骄傲”...“你是中国的骄傲“...”你应该写你自己“..还有更多更多赞美之辞...人们慷慨地把太多的爱给了我,给了你们的女儿...每当听到这些赞美之辞,我就想到那是因为我有你们这样的父母!我就感慨你们给了我优良的遗传基因!

我记得母亲对我说过,当我刚出生在解放军161医院的时候,父亲抱着襁褓中的我说:“我的女儿将来要做一个工程师...”是的,我一直在完成我人生的魅力工程。只要我不断追求,我一定能如愿以偿!当你们在天堂俯瞰这世界的时候,你们应该为你们的女儿而骄傲。

呜呼,人间悲泪洒,天堂喜相泣。战争年代恶劣的环境过早夺去了你们的生命和健康,现在你们终于安息了。父亲,好好照顾母亲,自从你离开她,疾病和人间的坎坷便跟随着年轻自负、不谙事故的她。如今她得到了解脱,在天堂净地,你们一定能重拾往日的快乐和幸福时光。父亲,好好保重自己,你曾经是母亲的自豪,是母亲的蓝天。我们祈祷你们永远幸福相伴,永远永远......

你们的女儿泣上于2006年6月18日父亲节


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Thank you, my friends!
Posted:Jun 18, 2006 5:17 am
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2006 6:52 pm
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Mother's burial rite day

To respectful LeahAmI and all friends, I send out" my cool love red" of my story in a hurry, in honor of my mother, who just passed away on June 16.

I started to write this story on June 15 and mentioned my mother. On June 16 dawn 2:00 I got the call, my mother's disease became very serious. I arrived to the hospital in a hurry, she had already died, her all , the grandsons were beside her. She walked to finish her beautiful and frustrated whole life
finally. I have no time, so better write this story and translate it into English.

I have never also thought of that it can get the approval in my blog. I only want to save this story in my blog in honor of my mother.

Today, I buried my mother, I returned to my apartment, I opened the computer,I am surprised and I do not believe my eyes. My Chinese story unexpectedly was shown in my blog and has the worth of respectful LeahAmI’s translation into English and got your many comments.

Thanks for worth of respectful LeahAmI to translate " my cool love red" into English!

Thanks for all friends for me and my mother!

Thanks to Prof.Patrick S.P.Wang for English translation to "Mother's burial rite day" !

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红色伴随我一生
Posted:Jun 17, 2006 8:08 am
Last Updated:Oct 23, 2006 9:55 pm
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我酷爱红色。
记得在我3半岁的一个暑假,母亲拿出一把非常漂亮的浅黄色的羽毛扇。我和姐姐像小鸟一样奔向母亲,扇子当然落到了永远不会败给我的姐姐手中。我沮丧极了,嘴一撇就哭。我一边哭一边追着姐姐抢扇子,直闹得全家不得安宁。母亲只好把扇子拿走说:好了,都不许要了!
第二天,母亲下班回来,出乎意料地拿出一把玫瑰红的羽毛扇冲我摇摇,我飞奔过去夺在手中。我和姐姐都有美丽的羽毛扇了。我看着姐姐手中有些失色的黄扇子,得意地对她说:红扇子比黄扇子好看。在红色面前,姐姐让步了,她败给了我。这是在我的记忆里,我第一次有了自己的奢侈专用品,一把玫瑰红的羽毛扇!
后来我又有了一件鲜红的羊毛呢小大衣。那是部队小学发给姐姐那个年级女孩的。因为姐姐个子太高,她很快就不能穿,这漂亮衣服自然落到了我的身上。由于我一直长不高,所以这衣服我一穿就是4年,好可爱啊!这是我的第二件奢侈专用品,它是鲜红色。
我进入中学不久,母亲给了我一个很漂亮的鲜红色塑料丝提包。我记得那种提包当时的价格是18元人民币(那可是一个住校中学生2个月的伙食费),因为有一点小瑕疵而减价,我的母亲买下它给了我。于是我和我的红提包成了我的中学的一道奇异风景。一个黝黑瘦小调皮捣蛋的小女生挎着一个奢侈鲜红的成人提包,那提包里有时装着瓜子,菱角和一些豆类零食,所经之处一片狼籍。
后来我逐渐长大,凡是我自己买东西,那一定首先考虑红色,最次也是粉红色。在全国上下一片灰蓝黑和橄榄绿的时代,虽然国旗国徽红领巾都是令人敬畏的鲜红色,但是除了小孩子,人们就是不敢穿红色,因为漂亮的红色会使你有小资之嫌,有出头鸟之疑。我也许象人们感觉的那样,我的无产阶级立场不够坚定,我不能拒绝红色诱惑,看到它我的心会加速运动,热血沸腾。都市流行风雪帽,我买下滞销在商场的最贵的高级羊毛风雪帽––鲜红色。1978年,针织春装刚闪亮登市,我正好在上海出差,我用几乎一个月的工资买了一件大红色的。红手套,红袜子,红头绳......那时的我是那样奇特在我的城市,我经常是万素丛中一点红。
随着文革时代的结束,红色的东西越来越多,人们不再回避它,喜欢买的人也越来越多。虽然我知道有许多色彩可以穿出不同的风格,但是只要有美丽的红色服装,我的脚就会不听使唤,着魔似的走向它。鲜红色的冰川羽绒服,鲜红色的重磅真丝套裙,鲜红羊毛衫,鲜红色黑绿格太阳短裙,大红长风衣,鲜红羊毛呢帽,鲜红小西裤,鲜红小背心,红皮鞋,红凉鞋,红拖鞋...太多的红色一直伴随着我。
现在我已经快54岁了,依然不改对红色的痴迷。看到红色,我没有什么年龄界限和心理障碍。只要一上街,我总是要买红色。这不,上周我和同事逛街又买下一件鲜红吊带裙和粉红休闲小背心。我穿着它们对着电脑送微笑,走猫步,摆造型,继续点燃自己的生活。
曾几何时,我提醒自己:“红色已经不属于你”。但是只要看到美丽的红色我就是着迷。我掂量着:年龄...红色...年龄...红色...
之后我依旧痴心不改,着魔似的买下它。
哦,迷人的红色,你将伴随我一生!
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