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Fresh Snow
Posted:Dec 17, 2023 8:03 pm
Last Updated:Dec 21, 2023 2:52 am
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Our story tonight is called Fresh Snow and it’s a story about time spent outside as the flakes fall. It’s also about a late night bath, a peppermint stick in a cup of hot chocolate and the easy comfort of long held friends.

Fresh snow had fallen overnight. Another 3 or 4 inches of the light, fluffy kind. And while it couldn’t be packed into a snowball or rolled to stack one on top another with a carrot nose and twig arms, it was really lovely to kick through with winter boots or stride across with snowshoes or slide over with a pair of freshly waxed skis. In fact, I’d spent the day before trekking in my snowshoes with friends on a long trail that wound through the woods and beside a frozen lake. We’d stopped every now and then to catch our breath and take in the shades of white and blue and icy dark grey that lay in layers on the landscape. At the edge of the lake whose surface was streaked and marbled with brighter, thicker layers of ice like a shining clear granite, I’d noticed the upturned stems of Queen Anne’s Lace. The petals had fallen away months ago but the stems and woody veins remained and now held tiny pockets of fresh snow like wine in a glass.

Though the day was cold, the steady push of my legs and pull on my poles had kept me plenty warm and I’d loved the feeling of cool air on my cheeks as we made our slow progress through foothills and bare brush back toward the ski lodge. We’d followed the long walk with an equally long lingering rest around the fire place in the lodge. It was a cozy space, lined with brick and stone, tall windows that looked out at the slopes and old worn wood floors. The ceilings were high with knotty beams running the length of the room and the fire was sunken in a pit with soft benches all around. We’d unbundled from our coats and hats and gloves and met up there for hot drinks. I’d propped my feet in their insulated socks up on the brick surrounding the fire, and let out a deep, contented sigh.

My friends chatted about the things we’d seen on our walk. The long, low profile of a fox, its ruddy brown fur standing out against the white as he glided through the trees, the bubbles caught in the surface of the lake and tiny dots high up on the slopes cutting a smooth zig zag down the mountain. A tray of drinks arrived. Coffees and cocoas and toddy’s with sweet, strong smelling steam rising off of them. I’d ordered a hot chocolate and it came with a peppermint stick which slowly melted into the chocolate as I stirred. It had been a pleasure just to sit and listen to my friends as they talked. It was something I valued more as I got older. Friends I could just quietly be with. I didn’t need to talk or push the moment forward. We were all just happy to be around each other. We’d happily read books shoulder to shoulder on the sofa for an hour or watch an old movie ‘till someone fell asleep and someone else covered them up with a blanket. It was a good place to be in your life. When you realized you didn’t need to prove anything to the people you were sharing your time with. You didn’t need to be clever or have a joke to tell. Just showing up as yourself was enough.

That night after the fire had died down, after we trooped off to dinner and sleepily to our rooms, I’d run a hot bath for myself. My muscles were well worked from our snowshoeing and a good long soak sounded just right. As the water filled the tub, I’d trailed in a good amount of Epsom salts. I smiled to myself in the dark room. It seemed a sign I was definitely getting older when packing for a weekend away I’d been sure to bring Epsom salts and peppermint oil for sore muscles. Well that was fine by me. Getting older seemed to me just another way to say .. making friends with yourself.

I turned off the water and set a towel by the tub. I left the room dark. There was a window which seemed oddly placed up high on the opposite wall, but once I’d slid down into the water I saw that it was perfectly aligned for gazing out at the mountain from the tub. That’s when it had started to snow. I had been watching the moment the first flakes formed and fell. The whole world seemed quiet as it came down. The wind kicked up a bit and I watched as small cyclones of whirling snow spun, until they spun themselves out. At last with my fingertips turning pruney in the water, I drained the tub and wrapped myself in a thick robe. When I climbed into bed and pulled the blanket over my shoulder, I imagined my friends were all well into their dreams by now.

The snow kept falling through the night and when I woke up today I’d seen those fresh 3 or 4 inches. We met back up around the breakfast table and agreed today would be for skiing. The lodge made their own homemade granola, toasted oats, cinnamon and walnuts and I filled my bowl with it adding a sliced banana and coconut milk. We ate hearty to carry us through the morning on the slopes and soon we were zipping back into our gear and clicking our skis into place. I had come late to skiing and my first season I’d taken lessons, cautiously juttering down tiny hills as 6 year olds blazed past me, shouting encouragement. Since then I’d figured out that the more I relaxed, the less rigidly I held myself on the skis, the smoother the ride would be. It still took me a few runs to settle into a rhythm. Soon I was gliding from one run to another, feeling the fresh air rush past me and pulling it deep into my lungs. My friends and I would sometimes catch up with each other and race to the bottom or ride the chair lift up. I loved watching the chair lift climb, the swinging legs of excited little ones against the blue sky as we headed up to do it all over again. I knew we would make our way up and down until we had thoroughly worn ourselves out. And followed up just as we had yesterday with feet up in front of the fire and hot chocolate and a good dinner. And then I could have another bath and another long look out of that window and another nights deep sleep.


Kathryn Nicolai
Nothing Much Happens



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A Deeper Meaning
Posted:Dec 13, 2023 11:35 am
Last Updated:Dec 15, 2023 8:15 pm
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When there is love, scars are as pretty as dimples.



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Edible Arrangements Drops Its Own Ad
Posted:Dec 6, 2023 8:29 am
Last Updated:Dec 12, 2023 2:46 am
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Sorry about this. It’s not my usual but when I saw it this morning I just had to share. It was too funny not to.

The holidays are just around the corner, and that means one thing: It’s Folgers -ad season. For 14 years now, the coffee company’s Christmas-themed spot has been the only one brave enough to ask, “Would you want to buy coffee if two siblings with insane sexual chemistry were selling it?” But this year, a challenger finally emerges . Edible - the artist formerly known as Edible Arrangements - has thrown its hat into the uous ring.

In the 30-second commercial, a man walks into the kitchen to tell his wife that their “family-history results” are in. His exciting discovery is that his great-great-grandfather came through Ellis Island. Hers too, and as they read the name … uh-oh, it’s the same guy. They immediately order a dessert tray, either to console themselves or celebrate, and just as they’re tucking into their treats, their calls out for Mom. Presumably, they will be ordering another Edible Arrangement when they tell their about their shared bloodline.

“Found out you’re related to your spouse?” The voice-over asks. “There’s an Edible for that.”

Honey, there is definitely an edible for that, but I don’t think it’s included on the Signature Dessert Board. These people found out they are third cousins (thank you to this cousin calculator for helping me figure that out), and their first instinct is to get chocolate-covered strawberries delivered to their door? Maybe call your moms first.

I wish I didn’t have opinions on this kind of thing, but Edible’s addition to the -commercial canon is just not up to snuff. The good people at Folgers can rest easy knowing the award for Best Ad Featuring Two Relatives With an Implicit or Explicit Romantic Connection remains theirs for the 14th year in a row. Congrats to the whole team!



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It Was Always You
Posted:Dec 3, 2023 9:23 pm
Last Updated:Dec 5, 2023 2:42 am
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”No one else, Love, will sleep in my dreams. You will go, we will go together, over the waters of time. No one else will travel through the shadows with me, only you, evergreen, ever sun, ever moon.”


My eyes adored you
Though I never laid a hand on you
My eyes adored you
Like a million miles away from me
You couldn’t see how i adored you
So close, so close and yet so far

Carried your books from school
Playin’ make believe you’re married to me
You were fifth grade, I was sixth when we came to be
Walking home every day over Bonnicut Bridge and Bay
‘Til we grew into the me and you
Who went our separate ways

My eyes adored you
Though i never laid a hand on you
My eyes adored you
Like a million miles away from me
You couldn’t see how I adored you
So close, so close and yet so far

Headed for city lights
Climbed the ladder up to fortune and fame
I worked my fingers to the bone
Made myself a name
Funny, I seem to find
That no matter how the years unwind
Still i reminisce about the girl i miss
And the love i left behind

My eyes adored you
Though I never laid a hand on you
My eyes adored you
Like a million miles away from me
You couldn’t see how I adored you
So close, so close and yet so far

My eyes adored you
All my life I will remember (Though I never laid a hand on you)
How warm and tender we were way back then (My eyes adored you)
Whoa-whoa, baby (Like a million miles away from me)
(You couldn’t see how I adored you)
Oh the feeling, sad regrets (So close)
I know I won’t ever forget you, my childhood friend (So close and yet so far)

My eyes adored you
Though I never laid a hand on you
My eyes adored you
Like a million miles away from me
You couldn’t see how I adored you
So close, so close and yet so far

My eyes adored you
Though I never laid a hand on you
My eyes adored you


My Eyes Adored You
Frankie Valli



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AQUA
Posted:Dec 2, 2023 3:42 pm
Last Updated:Dec 3, 2023 2:57 pm
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Heart of Quartz
Posted:Dec 2, 2023 3:40 pm
Last Updated:Dec 3, 2023 9:33 pm
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While out shopping today I came across a beautiful pendant in the shape of a teardrop. It’s made from smoky quartz and for some reason I just had to buy it. It’s very beautiful and inspired the words below. Perhaps it holds some sort of other worldly magic within its depths. Who knows? But whatever it is .. I can definitely feel a rush of energy around me whenever I put it on. I like to call it my “voleur d’ames” - or translated roughly from French to English .. the soul stealer.

Her gaze fell upon the pendant displayed in the jewellers window. The purest form of smoky quartz - fashioned into the shape of a teardrop. It hung from a silver chain, bordered neatly by a row of small diamonds on the bottom - and then another much smaller row across the top - which then intertwined into a circle just where the object came to a sharp point. It was stunning and she knew she had to have it. But looking at it from outside the shop was nothing compared to the sensations she experienced when she tried it on and the pendant lay flush against her skin. A growing sense of warmth infused her entire body and she could sense the power that the pendant held. It was almost as if it had been made for her - fashioned from the very heart of the earth and then carved into its present form by the most cunning .. most diabolical .. most dark of all earthly magic - and the most skillful of hands. And somewhere in the back of her mind - as crazy as it seemed .. was the thought that only she was meant to find it.

She touched the pendant carefully, admiring the way it reflected the bright lights of the jewellery shop - and the way it hung perfectly around her neck. It was absolutely stunning .. almost mesmerizing in its beauty - and she couldn’t take her eyes off it. Kat could almost sense the dark power of the crystal as it began to wrap itself gently around her mind - taking hold of her thoughts .. leading her into another place, taking her back to another time. And when she finally looked up .. she was surprised to see that her eyes had become far away and empty - almost like the sky on a summers day when the clouds start to blow in from the west - gathering close together in those moments just before a thunderstorm. She let out a small sigh as a current of energy pulsed through her like a second heartbeat, vibrating to the very core of her being. She was hypnotized .. lost in the fathomless depths of the mysterious crystal, drowning in obsidian - as wave after wave of powerful energy crashed around her. And for a moment there was nothing else but the sound of those waves crashing into her soul.

“Excuse me ma’am - but are you going to buy that?” Kat did not move until the elderly shop keeper gently touched her arm .. while at the same time waving a rough, leathery hand in front of her face. He tried to capture her attention and bring her out of whatever trance like state she was in. Kat looked at him without a trace of comprehension for a moment until finally an awkward awareness began to dawn. She was standing in the jewellery shop on Maple Street and she had been trying on a teardrop pendant. A pendant she was very certain she was going to buy. A pendant that had been made just for her.

“Yes .. I’ll take it. But if you don’t mind - I’d like to wear it home” Kat said. “But of course Madam” replied the shop keeper. “It is breathtaking isn’t it? I don’t know where it came from or where it was made. All I know is it just appeared today .. in a shipment that arrived from Nepal. I tried to research it online and find out its origins .. you know so I could properly classify it and price it for sale - but oddly enough .. there was nothing. Call me crazy - but it’s almost as if it just materialized out of nowhere on the very day you decided to come in and buy it.” The shop keeper shook his head and laughed .. but Kat only nodded her head in complete understanding. The old man wasn’t crazy. In fact he was absolutely right. It did just materialize out of nowhere- so that it could be personally delivered to the one person who was capable of understanding and controlling the enormous power it held within.


~~ Isabella



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Bigger Than The Whole Sky
Posted:Nov 25, 2023 11:36 am
Last Updated:Dec 2, 2023 3:40 pm
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And in every life we fall like stars into each other’s skies and we dream our way into each other’s destinies


No words appear before me in the aftermath
Salt streams out my eyes and into my ears
Every single thing I touch becomes sick with sadness
‘Cause it’s all over now, all out to sea

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
You were bigger than the whole sky
You were more than just a short time
And I’ve got a lot to pine about
I’ve got a lot to live without
I’m never gonna meet
What could’ve been, would’ve been
What should’ve been you
What could’ve been, would’ve been you

Did some bird flap its wings over in Asia?
Did some force take you because I didn’t pray?
Every single thing to come has turned into ashes
‘Cause it’s all over, it’s not meant to be
So I‘ll say words I don’t believe

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
You were bigger than the whole sky
You were more than just a short time
And I’ve got a lot to pine about
I’ve got a lot to live without
I’m never gonna meet
What could’ve been, would’ve been
What should’ve been you

What could’ve been, would’ve been
What should’ve been you
(What could’ve been, would’ve been)
What could’ve been, would’ve been you
(Could’ve been, would’ve been)
(Could’ve been, would’ve been)

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
You were bigger than the whole sky
You were more than just a short time
And I’ve got a lot to pine about
I’ve got a lot to live without
I’m never gonna meet
What could’ve been, would’ve been
What should’ve been you


Bigger Than The Whole Sky
Taylor Swift



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Return to Wonderland .. Continued
Posted:Nov 24, 2023 5:20 pm
Last Updated:Nov 25, 2023 7:45 am
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”When the day becomes the night and the sky becomes the sea, when the clock strikes heavy and there’s no time for tea, and in our darkest hour, before my final rhyme, she will come back home to Wonderland .. and turn back the hands of time.”


The Hatter slowly walks onto the balcony where Alice is standing, leaning against the railing, hat in the crook of his arm.

“Have you any idea why a Raven is like a writing desk?” he asks conversationally.

Alice smiles beautifully then turns to look out over Marmoreal. “Let me think about it.” she responds.

“You know what tomorrow is, don’t you?” he asks, smiling widely at her.

Alice’s smile falls from her face as she answers. “Frabjous day. How could I forget? I wish I’d wake up.”

“You still believe this a dream, do you?” he asks, feeling a deep sadness well up. How could she believe that this was all a dream? That he wasn’t real?

“Of course this has all come from my own mind.”

“Which would mean that I’m not real.”

“Afraid so. You’re just a figment of my imagination.” she told him with a sad expression on her face. “I would dream up someone who’s half mad.”

“Yes but you’d have to be half mad to dream me up.” he said, a wide smile appearing on his face.

“I must be then.” She smiled briefly before it fell from her face again. “I’ll miss you when I wake up.”

The hatter felt something warm rise in his chest and he felt the need to say something that had been eating away at him ever since Alice had returned.

“Alice,” he said softly, watching as she turned towards him, looking into his eyes that he knew would have turned a mixture of gray and blue by now. “I feel like I need to say this, because I’m not sure what will happen after this day. I’ve been wanting to tell you this for so long, but I haven’t found the right time. You’re either too small or too big and as this is the first time you’ve been the right size, but now I don’t know to say it..” he rambled.

“Hatter!” Alice called out, her hands gripping his face gently.

“I’m fine thanks.” he muttered, his eyes locking onto hers.

“Hatter?” she questioned softly, a confused look on her face. “Why are your eyes blue? I haven’t seen them look like that before. Are you alright?”

He laughs at her question, a wide smile crossing his face. His hand reached up to cup her cheek, his thumb rubbed over her soft skin.

“I’m perfectly fine Alice.” he murmured softly, leaning forward and brushing his lips against hers. He heard her gasp, but felt her lips move against his. He took that as an invitation and wrapped his other arm around her waist, letting his hat fall to the ground.

He pulled her against him and kissed her deeply, letting his tongue taste the sweetness of her mouth.

Alice pulled back after a minute. Her cheeks were flushed and she looked more confused than before.

“Ah..this is..um..” She stepped away from him, shifting nervously.

“It’s alright, it’s just a dream, right Alice?” he told her, smiling at her. Alice smiled hesitantly at him, then moved closer and patted his cheek softly.

“I..will still miss you very much Hatter.”

He placed his hand on top of hers, feeling that warmth rise in him once again.

“I’ll miss you as well Alice.”

The two of them then leaned against the railing together, getting ready for Frabjous Day, each in their own ways.


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The Three Loves
Posted:Nov 20, 2023 5:57 pm
Last Updated:Nov 24, 2023 3:36 am
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The beginning of anything is simply trying ….


It’s been said that we really only fall in love with three people in our lifetime. Yet, it’s said that we need each of these loves for a different reason.

Often our first is when we are young, high school even. It’s the idealistic love; the one that seems like the fairytales we all read as . It’s a love that looks right.

The second is supposed to be our hard love; the one that teaches us lessons about who we are and how we often want or need to be loved. Sometimes it’s unhealthy, unbalanced or narcissistic even. It’s the love that we wished was right.

And the third is the love we never see coming. The one that usually comes dressed as all wrong for us and that destroys any lingering ideals we clung to about what love is supposed to be. It’s the love that just feels right.

Maybe we don’t all experience these loves in this lifetime; but perhaps that’s just because we aren’t ready to. Possibly maybe we need a whole lifetime to learn or maybe if we’re lucky it only takes a few years.

And there may be those people who fall in love once and find it passionately lasts until their last breath. Someone once told me they are the lucky ones; and perhaps they are.

But I kinda think that those who make it to their third love are really the lucky ones. They are the ones who are tired of having to try and whose broken hearts lay beating in front of them wondering if there is just something inherently wrong with how they love. But there’s not. It’s just a matter of if someone loves in the same way that they do or not.

And maybe there’s something special about our first love, and something heartbreakingly unique about our second .. but there’s also just something about our third. The one we never see coming. The one that actually lasts. The one that shows us why it never worked out before.

And it’s that possibility that makes trying again always worthwhile. Because the truth is you never know when you’ll stumble into love.


Kate Rose



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The Winds Journal
Posted:Nov 18, 2023 2:49 pm
Last Updated:Nov 19, 2023 6:46 pm
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Do you remember the night
The moon dropped from the sky?
And we ran through the forest to find where it lie
I was tripping on tree roots and slipping on snow
You were holding my hand saying not to let go
When we found it at last there were twigs in our hair
A rose on our cheeks and our breath in the air
And the words to describe it got caught in our throats
As its silver light danced through the threads of our coats
We knew that our eyes had not seen such a view
You were looking at it
I was looking at you


Erin Hanson



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