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sportsbuffHal 62M
55 posts
2/26/2019 9:37 am
SOME MORE MORBID REALITY TO UPSET YOUR POLISHED APPLE CARTS.


TO QUOTE YA YA

I'm sorry but this sounds like assisted suicide..................something neither I nor Hospice believe in or would ever consider doing...........I recently lost my ...........I could write a book about the journey..............this would NEVER be the ending!

to quote Shakespeare.. ' THE QUAILITY OF MERCY IS NOT STRAINED"

Sorry about losing yiur ................

It seems this place is entrenched in a solid state ot total denial!

TO OPEN SOME BLIND EYES IN HERE, I ASK IF ANYONE HASEVER RECEIVED ]the same exact scenario of a 9 am MORNING PHONE CALL from Hos ice informing you that they PASSED PEACEFULLY IN THIER SLEEP around 3AM????

FYI: HOSPICE IS WHREE THEY GO DIE. THEY ARE HEAVILY MEDICATED AND LFET TO BARELY COMMUNICATE WITH THIER FAMILIES OR VISITIORS.

THEIR DEPARTURE IS PLANNED AND NOT RANDOM.

ARRANGEMENTS ALREADY COMPLETED AS TO MAKE THE PROCEEDURE A SMOOTH ONE.

LAST RITES IF REQUESTED ALWAYS PERFORMED THE DAY BEFORE !

THE BODY REMOVAL FROM THE NEARBY HOSPITAL MORGUE IN PLACE AND FULLY OPERATIONAL.

I DID BODY REMOVALS FOR SIX DIFFERENT UNDERTAKERS FOR MANY YEARS. HAD THE KEYS TOSENTER THE BACK DOOR IN THE DEAD OF NIGHT TO PLACE THEM ON A ADJUCTABLE PORCELIN SLAB AND COVER THEM WITH ASIX FEET WIDE HEAVY NAPPED PAPER DIGNITY COVER LEFT FOR THE SPECIALTY EMBALMER WHO ALSO HAD THE KEYS TO BEGIN HIS TASKS UPON.

ONCE IN A WHILE THEY WOULD ARRIVE AROUND THE SAME TIME THE TWO OF US DID.

IF YOU WANT MORBID I WILL GIVE YOU MORBID FULL DOSE.. I WATCHED THEM STAPLE IN THE MOUTH,

I WATCHED THEM DRAIN THE BLOOD AND FULLTHEM BACK UP WITH EMBALMING FLUID.

I WATCHED THEM SHAVE THE MALE AND SOMETIMES FEMALE FACE.

NOW AND THEN ARRIVING WITH A NEW BODY, I WITNESSED THEM DRESSING THEM IN THE CLOTHES THE FAMILY BROUGHT WHILE THAT FAMILY WAS BEING SOLD THE FUNERAL JOB COMPLETE WITH THE DELUX CASKET COSTING ONLY $400 BUT BEING SOLD IN THE ENTIREE PACKAGE FOR SOME $4,500 BACK THEN.

YES THOSE SAME SIX UNDERTAKERS REPRESENTING THE FRENCH, GREEK, GERMAN, ITALIAN IRISH AND ENGLISH BLOODLINES OWNED ALL THE BUSINESS IN THE 300,000 POPULATION METRO AREA I WORKED OUT OF.

THEY WERE NOT SOLEMN .DELIBERETLY SLOW MOVING BUT NORMAL ACTING EVEN JOKING AT TIMES ONCE THEY GOT TO KNOW YOU.

LIKE YOU WHO ARE COMMENTING HERE IN A TOTAL STATE OF TRUE DENIAL, THE FAMLIES AND LOVED ONES FOLLOWED LIKE SHEEP LOST IN OVERPOWERING EMOTIONS OF LOSS BY DEATH!

HERE IS A POEM I WROTE TO ILLUSRATE HOW THINGS REALLY WORK.

INSIDE THAT UNWELCOMED FUNERAL HOME

Most times we attend
As grown women and men
Inside that unwelcomed funeral home

Arriving in a state of pure grief
Harboring deep unaccepted disbelief
Inside that unwelcomed funeral home

Its always memories past
Now instilled to forever last
Inside that unwelcomed funeral home

Yet way down deep deep inside
You feel so lucky to have survived
Inside that unwelcomed funeral home

After signing that traditional book
Is taken your first distant casket look
Inside that unwelcomed funeral home

Next comes that silent waiting line
Leading to your appointed tribute time
Inside that unwelcomed funeral home

To humbly kneel and deeply pray
In such an erie uncomfortable way
Inside that unwelcomed funeral home

By God they all always layout far to still
Bringing you to the point of hidden chills
Inside that unwelcomed funeral home

Be sure to make those awakward moments last
So enough mourning time has come and passed
Inside that unwelcomed funeral home

Next their loved ones to embrace
Which never fails to be the case
Inside that unwelcomed funeral home

Thank god that long half hour has passed
Now all your obligations completed tasks
Inside that unwelcomed funeral home

Finally after all awkward moments fully absorbed
Sanctuary found just inside that guest room door
Inside that unwelcomed funeral home

Now joining known others you arrive
With full gladness of still being alive
Inside that unwelcomed funeral home

Its here that you first learn
Of chosen cremation with a urn
Inside that unwelcomed funeral home

With pending future services planned brief
Comes some welcomed non funeral relief
Inside that unwelcomed funeral home

So what else it there to be said
Except true fate will have you lying dead
Inside that MOST UNWELCOMED funeral home !

NOW TWIST THIS BLOG TO SUIT YOUR PREFERENCES OF COWARDLY AVOIDENCE..


sportsbuffHal 62M
184 posts
2/26/2019 9:40 am

WOW NOW I'M A MURDERED TO BOOT. WHAT NEXT, HOW ABOUT

IT'S ABOUT TIME

Those seconds turn into minutes
Before the hours start to count

For time can not be stopped nor slowed
As all of our past moments slowly mount

Your days now race must faster
Than they did during infant times

Yet moms grandfathers clock ticks the very same
Within its twenty four hour circle of chimes

With our weeks always turning into months
And our calandar counts ending in December

And thus another year has come and passed
With most things forgotten, not remembered

Now as those ten year decades add up
While you continue to mature and grow

Until approaching that three and a half mark
When quite suddenly things begin to greatly slow

With middle age just around the corner
Your kids now beginning their young teens

Your life has quite suddenly passed its half way point
Father time now taking control of your future scenes

Next awaits those golden years
As your Grandparenting days arrive

Soon your retirement becomes well in sight
As your simply happy to still remain alive

It's here where you finally spot your life cycle clock
And thus begin to understand your passage within time

The true meaning of Life becomes all too clear
Contained within the scope of this simple Rhyme

For ones own self can't possibly do any better
Than to make each and every moment devine

Then wisely look back, with all memories intact
So that you can fully relive it, yet for a second time !


sportsbuffHal 62M
184 posts
2/26/2019 9:53 am

so scary and unwanted? so why are you tuning in? Are you compelled that much and cant stand to miss anything? I know its those things we call ----->>>>>

EMOTIONS

More times than not in life
In many of the things we do

Do we stupidly allow
How we are feeling now

Too most foolishly cloud
N' narrow many of our views

For Emotions always work two ways
Either to guide or to get us lost

It's the price you always have to pay
Where unlearned lessons dearly cost

Learn to let your mind simply reason
Combining logic with true lessons received

Never decide using just angry pride
For clear thinking never deceives!


sportsbuffHal 62M
184 posts
2/26/2019 10:02 am

wow, seems to me that one hit DEAD CENTER ON TARGET!

if CANT HELP BUT SEE MONEY SIGNS ARE PER BOOK SALES ACROSS AMERICA said the SPIDER TO THE HATE MOTIVATED COCK A ROACHES

Yes Al Picino's spin in Scarface" exaggerating those crappy critters to their dirtiest low level forms..

I know, some failed brain surgeon wannabe is going to be clever and name me as a

COCK A ROACH.....

PERHAPS IM LOSING IT AS A SEE AT HILL CHCIK HAS ME MADLY ROPED LIKE BILLY THE BRONC RIDER.........


sportsbuffHal 62M
184 posts
2/26/2019 10:29 am

TO QUOTE FOSSIL FETCHER.

THIS COMMENT



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Do you keep an over-sized bottle of sleeping pills handy?

ACTUALLY FOSSIL (carved in stone) sleeping pills don't work 98% of the time. they are too slow and mild and inbeing an over the counter item, their numbers or size doesn't really matter..

of the perhaps 50 to 75 different suicide patients I had to transport to the emergency room, in few cases did I have to turn on my ambulance emergency red lights nor siren as time was not a consideration..

upon arrival to their place of choice to take the entire contents of every bottle, the visual signs were always the same.

a deep breathing periodic in nature far from normal with the distinct deep vibrations of their larynx which was actually falling asleep and greatly contracted..

Those that served in combat in the service to this country , would simply call it THE DEATH RATTLE!

7 leaders of nasal oxYgen on the trip in did little to restore the natural skin tones now showing tiny capillary streaks at their ear tips as well as on the lower nose..

Not that I needed to make a close exam as clammy skin even on the face of their hands was a certain giveaway.

the SOP.............STANDARD OPERATING PROCEEDURE WAS TO GREASE A FAIR SIZED DIAMETER TUBE AND INSERT IT DOWN INTO THE FARERSEST REACHES OF ONES STOMACH AND ATTACH IT TO A SPEICALIZED SUCTION MACHINE WITH A MOTOR THAT REMINDED ME OF A SMALL VACUUM CLEANER.

THE RESULTS WERE CAPTURED IN A SPECIAL BOI FRIENDLY PLASTIC CHAMBER TO BE ANALIZED SO THAT IF MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES WERE PUSHED BY THE LOCAL NOTIFIED POLICE CHIFE, EVIDENCE OF BEING DEEMED A DANGEROUS MEMBER OF SOCIETY ,WOULD LAND THEM A 30 DAY EMERGENCY STAY FOR OBSERVATION AT THE STATE RUN MENTAL HOSPITAL.

MIGHT I ADD THAT THE PILL BOTTLE I WOULD TAKE COMMAND OF AND TURN IN, SHOWED THE TYPE OF DRUGS AS WELL AS THE MAXIUM AMOUNT THEY COULD HAVE DIGESTED IF FRESHLY OPENED.

NOW I CANT REALLY THINK OF ANYTHING I LEFT OUT OTHER THAN TO PROVIDE YOU A SIX ITEM LIST YOU CAN OBTAIN AT YOUR LOCAL DOLLAR DISCOUNT STORE TO DO THE JOB EFFICIENTLY AND DEADLY..
BUT THEN AGAIN, THAT WOULD MAKE ME JOIN YOU CLASS OF WANTING TO KILL SOMEONE WHICH WOULD TAKE ME FROM BEING YOUR EXACT OPPOSITE TO SINKING TO THE LOWEST LEVELS OF HUMAN BEHAVIOR..
I SAVED LIFES PAL.. MANY MANY OF THEM.... ME KNOWS YOUR THE SICK ONE.

NOW POST MORE COMMENTS SO I CAN FURTHER EXPOSE YOU LIKE A NATZI PILL BOX QUESING TO KILL AMERAICANS..

HAVE A GREAT DAY.


YA_YA 81F
2023 posts
2/26/2019 12:15 pm



"Seize the Day" folks........its all we have for certain!