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looklook 84M
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1/9/2015 11:12 pm

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In Response To Her

Dear Fimour.
Night before last, you asked me what had happened to me? I could not make any response to you although I wanted to tell you what had actually been happening to me at that time.
I felt like telling you the truth. The hard truth. The truth that would have made you to ponder on why you suddenly prefer to leave me here alone for chatting with others under various pretext!
Most of such times, I recite the under mentioned lines from my favorite poet hoping to get you back in my open arms as I know that no amount of argument between us could make you come back immediately to your beloved NI whom you love.

"Show up my love; ignite the lamp
In my hushed hut,

A day of high rain meets dusky twilight,
Shadowy clouds blot the forests.

Create an epiphany as I await you,
In the mild sweetness of braided jasmines,
With the blue stole of yours, shade our rendezvous,
Like the splendor of a prolific night.

Yet my flute is lost and I have no music to summon you.
As I gaze at your path with speechless longing,
Do you hear me?
Can you fathom my quivering heart in the teary wind?"

Whenever such thing happens, you say that I am jealous. You say ‘friendship and love’ are two different things. May be, you are correct or may be not. In response, how I wish to tell you that I am not at all jealous----I am completely lost.




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looklook 84M
3926 posts
1/10/2015 6:01 am

    Quoting MARI1438:
    Hello looklook. Seems a very "Special Lady" with a special user's name. She might be in the medical field. Nice post ! Thanks for sharing.
Hallo MARI.
Thank you so much for stopping by my blog and also for leaving a delightful comment there on. You are right, she is a special Lady. However, Fimour is not a user's name! It is a French Word. Rather, combination of two French words. Literally it means, "daughter of love" or something nearly like that. Fimour is not however a common nick name in France. I feel Fimour's presence every where in this site as i told someone nice like you before....
Hope to read you again here on another blog soon,. Meantime stay happy and cheerful always like Fimour. All the best.


looklook 84M
3926 posts
1/10/2015 12:50 pm

    Quoting  :

May be you are right. However, I am not sure about it. Fimour told me what the word may mean in English. It is her name, she knows better than me. Thanks for passing by my blog and also for your comment . I really appreciate. Best wishes.


looklook 84M
3926 posts
1/10/2015 4:20 pm

    Quoting  :

Thank you for wishing me best and asking me to take care. I really appreciate. As I did not read you for a considerable time, I thought you have been busy with more important works. Mary Ann, I feel neither lonely nor abandoned. I wonder what has made you say so! Thanks again. Be happy always.


looklook 84M
3926 posts
1/11/2015 4:47 am

RosesLady, Many thanks for stopping by my blog and for taking much interest on it. I am unable to understand why Roxy should by confused about the meaning of the blog as the character "Fimour" was not unknown to her. She has commented on Fimour in the past also. You can see Roxi's post and my response to it on my Blog titled " You made me Cry" which is a poem too as I want to write blogs in a different way on love poems which I like to read and sometimes recite too. Further, Roxy has never made me aware that she feels confused by reading any of my blogs!
Therefor, I do not see any reason for anybody to get confused by reading this blog of mine, Those who read my blogs on "TIsha" or installments of "Day 17", will never be confused I guess. Fimour is a character of 'Tisha' blog. And as I clarified earlier in my responses that the installments I posted under the title Tisha, Day 17 and Fimour are all from the book that I have been writing since July , year before last. So please do not be confused. As the book is being written on first person basis so this particular blog where the writer addressed the letter to Fimour might have mislead you and Roxy. Hope the matter is clear to you now. As I said to Roxy, i would once again repeat to you for your clear understanding that I am neither a lonely man nor abandoned by any one including Fimour. The current blog is a part of a love story of different nature which is expected to be published at the year end. Perhaps now you know hat you misunderstood--- and what you have misinterpreted, Roses Lady. Best wishes.


looklook 84M
3926 posts
1/13/2015 4:20 am

    Quoting MARI1438:
    Hello looklook. I misunderstood Fimour to a medical term Femur so I'm sorry, it was an error. By the way, talking about your post , based on this line- "PLEASE COME BACK AND STOP MY TEARS " I know that you are in love but Fimour seems not so take it easy and relax. This is unhealthy and besides we are in a cyber world. I hope you know what i mean. Take it or leave it, just an adviced. I hope that someday you will find Mrs. Right. All the best in searching. God Bless.
MARI Hello,
Thanks for coming back and for taking interest on this blog of mine.May be you are a bit worried for me too. While thanking you for your advice, I would tell you that things are not as bad as you might have imagined. I am not here for finding a Mrs.Right. I am here only to exchange views and to find a Right friend. Mari, may I request you to kindly read what I have told to RosesLady at above in reply to her post. I may also tell you that Fimour is just a character of the novel of different nature titled "Talking to Tisha" that i have since been writing.. The book is expected to be published at the current year end. I have decided to send a copy to each of the readers who showed interest on this particular 'Tisha' blog of mine. Meantime may I request you to read the blogs titled as "Day 17", "Talking to Tisha" and blogs related to 'Fimour' so that you can understand the situation. By the by, I wish to let you know that Fimour is married and living with her husband far away from me and I am well known to them by now including her children. Mari, thanks once again for showing concern for me. Kindest Regards.
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