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my apologies... Just because today was so hard for me, I should not assume it would be of interest to anyone else. I'll keep my feelings to myself..wish you all well. |
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No apologies necessary!!!! Your SFF friends are here for you my friend!! If someone doesn't like your posts, they have the option to not read them.
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6/2/2011 2:11 pm |
Thankyou...but I only have to hear so many times, there are others here who have lost a husband..there will be bad days..everyone has them...I know and sorry for any that have to go through this....but I think it is my burden to carry...not to lay on everyone..Now..a hard day and early to bed..maybe to sleep
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6/2/2011 4:27 pm |
Thankyou..It's been one of the hardest days yet...one month after losing him...guess the paperwork is done.. more time to think..but as I have been told, there will always be special days, I'm not the first widow and won't be the last....I thank my friends..but doesn't get rid of the hurt..so I'll move furniture, wash windows and so on...good night..should sleep tonight
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6/2/2011 7:35 pm |
Like you said many of us have been down the same path. write and we will listen. Spiritwoman ^i^
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definitely no apologies needed............
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You don't have to understanding the cocooning to appreciate the butterfly spreading her wings....So pay it no mind, about a little mumble-jumble, It's your cocoon..it's your metamorphosis
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6/3/2011 6:58 am |
You are all so much a part of my life and I'm so glad. As Ane said..you'll be getting Bobby this weekend...and yes so true, he'll keep me busy. I'm sorry can not remember who said it..but hit home, There will be a lot of days, birthdays, anniversary, Christmas..and that hit me. I'd better pull myself together, Christmas, Rob's last day home...taken away in an ambulance. It is also one our most precious memories..when he put on my wedding band.. So, just went to work. I have a classic Chinese carpet..weighs at least one hundred pounds...well I turned that puppy and vacuumed the bottom, I was moving furniture, washing windows..till in spite of the asthma attacks..my house is spiffy and shiny...this is what I needed..it didn't kill me...This morning, after another bad night,,so tired..So Joey and I are having a goof off day...lots of ointment for those aching muscles....but that is a good thing..My daughter feels my life is passing me by...this is part of life. I've had a heck of a ride..time for some rest..love Erna
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6/3/2011 7:05 am |
And Boogie..once again you got it wrong...the only thing that was said, made me realize their are harder times to come.....right now I need to cope with it..people here have been good to me..very kind. I hate to burden them, because I'm having a bad day. You can write all you want..but you really don't know anything about me or my life..or my Rob... 
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6/3/2011 7:15 am |
Pink...I'm not being hard on anyone..it was a hard day..but it was said (and so true) that there will be many days like this,Anniversary, birthday, Christmas...that really hit home and will be the hardest day of all..so backed away..the words in my mind are not always read the same...instead spring cleaned my house.. Always nice to wake up to sparkling windows and the smell of clean..everything neat...now I have to get some ointment on these aching muscles...
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6/3/2011 7:54 am |
Mrs Joe...thanks my friend. You know, there are days harder than others..I actually thought I had been out of line...how many times do people want to hear....Right now..christmas scares me..have a lot of time..but it was Rob's last day at home and also one of our most beautiful memories..he put the gold wedding band on my hand.. So just backed away, got out my cleaning supplies and the Dyson and went to work,,A wreck now, but it helps. You as well as many others have walked this road with us for almost a year..there are no words that could ever thank for the support..you have been my lifeline and kept me grounded and loved through this nightmare..Rob was so glad you were all there for us...he always worried about me...bless him. getting very teary..so thankyou my friend, I'll try to be stronger.. 
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6/3/2011 8:04 am |
Everyone..no one stepped on my toes..I just had a rude awakening to all the days to come, that will tear out my heart....just backed away myself.
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6/3/2011 8:20 am |
Blog away, we are here for you....hugs
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6/3/2011 8:54 am |
Boogie..not upset..I think I may have more to think about..I can't understand all this action to a retracted blog..no matter. But other than both knowing Goodman..we have nothing shared.
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This is the place to get hugs when you are feel sad. No Apology is needed. Abracadabra 
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6/4/2011 6:05 am |
Oh Grouch...I really love the seasons (except that short time in the spring and fall, when everything is grey and yuck). I wondered after I said I feared christmas, if I wasn't creating a self fulfilling prophecy.Though it was so sad, it was Rob's last day at home, it was also one of the most beautiful days with him that will stay in my heart forever, so lets celebrate the love we have and the good memories. By the way my friend..quit living in the future..(I know I was)each day a precious gift..make the most of it...now picking up a pup..
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6/4/2011 9:39 am |
Thankyou lyn..my heart is overwhelmed by so much support..much going your way...Erna
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Yes I same wish the respuct hug. All are need to proper rest for build up refreshment.
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6/6/2011 7:48 pm |
Girlfriend, you just stop it! We are all equally important and we are here to help one another. Anyone who does not feel that way should be blocked, banned, tarred, feathered, and run out of Dodge! You and Robyn are handling yourselves remarkably well. My hat's off to both of you. "If you're afraid of the dark, Remember the Night Rainbow"
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6/7/2011 6:58 am |
Rainbow..I really wish people would not do that. Robyn's loss of Len deserves it's own attention..Rob and I are a totally different story.. We are two seperate people, each with our own tragedy. I hope Robyn feels the same...we are friends and give each other solace..but we do have individual losses, one no worse than the other..but very different.
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6/22/2011 6:23 am |
Hugs Genie...just found your post...I'm so sorry you have contracted Lyme's ...I have some serious breathing problems..but the cortisone treatment seems to be helping What it was..Robyn's boyfriend had a heart attack and passed away..I am so sorry for her. My husband had brain cancer and was a long hard time dying..I lost him May 2nd. Both losses get put together..I;m sorry don't think it's the same at all..Robyn actually said it was easier to lose someone after a lenghty illness than suddenly. I still feel, they are two separate and different events..I lost my husband, my heart, ...but it doesn't matter anymore. I know.. the loss of my husband is my burden to carry..I'm so grateful for our memories..Hugggs Erna
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