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Michael Jackson What a sad day! Until now, I only felt this kind of sadness with a lost of an idol, when our Ayrton Senna and Lady Diane, died. Maybe a sign that I am becoming old, my idols and heroes is going away. It is inexplicable pain and understandable for an others. Hurts like if was someone really close to us, maybe more close then who are just right there. Thoughts and reflections always came with death. What those ones have in common? A special light in their eyes. All them, invocation a kind of sadness. Deeply look. Mystery .Solitude All them, needed help. What sad look. My soul of therapist or maybe my human soul is hurt, because one more that his silent scream was not ear. Painful and sadness when I see that those people can not be capable to communicate anymore what happen in their hearts and souls. No one wants listen anyway. No money or success can erase this kind of pain. What big suffering these people carry on. Can?t humanity see that the world needs more careful, hugs, holding hands, ear to listen, heart to feel, love to share? What kind a monster we become? I feel so sorry, for Michael, a poor soul died alone. A grow up nurturing his sickness behavior to show that needed help. A caress , he never grow up, who never found what he need. A , which all his possibilities, was stolen for his individual hard history. I am so sorry, for a remarkable talent and intelligence, which don?t found a place in this cruel world. He makes history but no one wants really hear his history. When, we will look for person around and see when they need help? When we will be capable of mercy? When we will be capable to offer help? Loneliness in soul is the worth feeling who can be experienced . Someones will say: .."but he was pervert one!"...I really don't think so, have no profile of it, he was a in a root of sickness repetition's, trying repair the past and, I learned with life, not judge, but help. What really hurts me is why a person who looked so much for love, just receive this kind of homage after dead? What a hypocrite world we live! I thought, how all that could fixed so many his hurt heart. He received all he looked for, just after death, just love and nice words, needs He wrote: Escape "Every where I turn no matter where I look The systems in control its all ran by the book I gotta get away so I can free my mind Escape is What I need electric eyes No matter where I am I see my face around They pin lies on my name and put them town to town Don't have a place to run but there's no need to hide I got ta Find a place So I can Hide away Escape/ Gotta get away from the system, rules and the world today Escape/ The pressure that I feel from relationships had to go away/ Escape/ The man with the pen that writes the lies that has no ink/ Escape/ I do what I wanna cuz I gotta be nobody but me Sometimes I feel like....I've gotta get away" 
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7/8/2009 7:49 am |
Hello Sunshine - I agree with you - Michael's was a tragic life and I don't believe he was a molester either... but a lost boy who was never a grown up unless he was on stage - and on stage he was a genius. Thanks for posting this blog! Happiness is where we find it, but rarely where we seek it. J. Petit Senn
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7/8/2009 11:18 am |
Hi Sunshine: What a beautiful tribute to M.J. I loved his music and dancing for so many years and I have never cried so much in my life as I have over the past two weeks. Some of the details of the autopsy were on CNN this morning and the news was shocking to put it mildly. A man I talked to yesterday told me that Michael was evil and a child molester and said the world is better off without him. It makes me sick to hear things like that as none of us were there and no-one can say for sure if he committed any crimes or not. I do think that he was a troubled human being who made some bad choices, but I can say the same about myself and a lot of people. What an amazing artist he was and I will miss him so much. I still can't really believe he's gone and keep hoping against hope that the whole thing is a hoax.
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7/8/2009 12:19 pm |
Thank you everyone for notes, I really appreciate that with all my heart and just have to complement, like a specialist in unconscious, that unfortunately, we are not in charge in our life, it is just an illusion, what really command us, is our unconscious mind, at least in our choices .....We are what we receive in our past, when child, and because that the world is becoming worst , because persons don't care they child anymore...all mom..just occupied themselves with work, make money and beauty.....sad...very obscure future....
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7/8/2009 1:29 pm |
The late Michael Jackson was a great artist, and a sensitive human being. A lot of people dont recognize sensitivity now, the world has become so hard. His dancing was something I would watch forever. He was a very polite individual and decided to re-create the childhood he never had. I never believed he molested children, if he had he wouldnt have spoken so innocently and he certainly fell into a trap set for him with his Bashir interview. I feel sorry for his children but Im glad Michael Jackson has at last found peace. he did so much good work for charity and unlike a lot of celebrities who advertise their charitable works, nobody knew about Michaels.
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