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Change... Ok.. I am going to try.. Have you ever felt that nothing goes right? Have you ever felt that feeling of why me?? Have you ever felt you struggle in areas of life that others find it so easy? Well I have and lately it has been more and more.. then I started looking within me to find the answers.. yes, my personal journey has shown a few things that now make sense... I will try to explain what I am talking about.. not only for me but for everyone who this has happened too.. There was a time in my past that I opened myself up to knowing, understanding and accepting the Lord. I had a very close relationship with him.. it was the best time in my life.. you know it was the best LOVE I have ever felt.. no other can compare to him or his love. After many years of growth and learning.. I prayed that I enter into a relationship with someone sent by HIM.. so off I went.. but I followed not the new ways I learned but the old ways I knew.. I kept finding men that did not have Jesus or God in their lives.. and I would try to have a relationship with them.. do you know what happened? The relationship failed.. not because anyone was 'bad' but because I was changed! I was changed by the touch and love of Christ and I did not heed that change. Instead of waiting for the person who knew of HIS love, I went out to seek.. and I fell back into my 'old' way of handling things.. not in the new changed way.. I have learned recently that once you have been touched.. once you have been changed by knowing HIM and HIS love.... there is NO other way but HIS way... This can happen in every aspect of our life.. if you are living a life that is not in HIS way.. you are running across difficulties that you find your life less than desirable even for yourself.. no matter what the heartache or pain is.. change your ways to HIS way and see if it don't get better! It a big challenge.. but one worth taking I assure you.. I am not sure I made sense here.. but the bottom line is... I have been changed.. and the old way I lived no longer fits with my Spirit and it's love.. no matter how hard I try at things.. if it is not HIS way.. it's no way... and wall after wall I run into.. HE can fix it all.. Love.. Job... Finances.. Worries.. Fears... no matter what the issue or problem that faces you.. Once you try it.. try walking in HIS way.. HIS light.. compare the differences.. compare the outcomes.. you will see.. HIS way is best.. Well.. again I am not sure I made sense.. but there it is.. I don't know why I shared this or who even 'heard' what I tried to say.. but it was in my heart to share it..and so I did.. Have a great day all.. It's monday.. the starting of a new week.. what a great day to start making a Change with! Smile..  Gina  ___________ Find the humor each day holds.... Gina |
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Gina...I am reading a book called When God Winks, How the Power of Coincidence Guides Your Life by SQuire Rushnell. It was given to me by a very good friend and I think you might enjoy it. When I read your blog I instantly thought of the book for you. Ann 
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9/18/2006 10:04 am |
Jes.....glad to see you back with your faith....God is good!....hugs Mom Carol "Love One Another, As I Have Loved You" Luke 22:1-38; John 13
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9/18/2006 11:03 am |
You made perfect sense to me. Great blog Gina, very well expressed.
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