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Almost As Being Terminal When a crisis appears it's ugly head in my life, I need talking to someone/somebody. I don't want to talk to my family as not to worry them. Since the age of 50yrs old, I have been diagnosed w/glaucoma. I recently had surgery done on both eyes for cater acts/glaucoma. The glaucoma was unsuccessful. The only hopes the doctors give is eye drops to prevent glaucoma becoming worse. There is absolutely no hopes for the glaucoma improving. Eventually, I may lose my eyesight. The thought of being dependent on a family member (which isn't likely) or an institution, is devastating. It was suggested that I seek a 2nd opinion, I did yesterday. Hopes were the same and the 2nd doctor claimed eyesight is worse. She did mention another surgery in future and additional drops. I'm trying to have a positive attitude but is extremely difficult as I'm a vibrate woman. When I become dependent, it will be as I'm dead. I feel life has been sucked out of me. I can't thank you enough for reading my blog. I feel as if you are sitting next to me and listening to me whine. Believe me this has helped me cope. |
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8/12/2009 7:52 am |
I can't express how grateful I am of all the good wishes. Since I wrote the blog, I have seen my primary doctor plus another. My daughter sent me an article she found that helped with information. My primary ophthalmologist recommend I see a doctor that is expert in glaucoma which I have appointment next week. I don't feel as discouraged as when I wrote the blog as taking each day as comes. I'm keeping a positive attitude. My attitude now is I'm fortunate to know the future and time to adjust. Also appreciate what is available to me now.
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Awww, hugs Class. I'm so very sorry. Sending prayers and hugs. You come here and vent anytime you want. Hope you get some better news soon.
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7/31/2009 5:47 pm |
Hi Class No fun .... In Canada we have CNIB ( Canadian Nat'l Inst. for the Blind ).. I would suggest that you call the American version and just ask them for suggestions to prepare yourself in the event you lose your sight.I am sure they will help you and you will feel more in control. You could be years away from that but just knowing your options will reassure you. My best wishes to you.
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(((((HUGSSSS)))))) Wow!!! I would feel the same way you are feeling. Maybe start investigating now, the variety of aids available. Many blind folks seem to lead very full independent lives. There's a sff gal who is blind (I can't remember her handle at the moment???) She may be a great source of information.
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7/31/2009 7:18 am |
Hi Classy, I always have a terrible fear of losing my eyesight. Hopefully yours wont deteriorate any further. I know a young 30 yr old girl who is in danger of losing her sight from some sort of defect since childhood. I feel she is very brave but recently she has gone a bit "wild". Its a terrible thing to have to face but sharing it helps at times. 
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7/31/2009 6:43 am |
Happiness is where we find it, but rarely where we seek it. J. Petit Senn
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7/31/2009 5:41 am |
Hi Classy: So sorry about your eye problems. I can just imagine how afraid you must be feeling. I really hope everything will turn out o.k. for you somehow and that you can find the strength and courage to get through the treatments and whatever the outcome may be. All the best to you, Bijou xoxo
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