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_Indigo 57F
344 posts
7/25/2023 6:14 pm
The Boathouse




Our story tonight is called The Boathouse and it’s a story about an escape down to the end of the dock on a hot day. It’s also about a drawer full of old maps with dotted lines to mark journeys taken, the scent of lavender on your skin, and enjoying the pockets of ordinary magic wherever they can be found.

Mid summer was here with her heat and humidity and bright blinding sunlight. And the boathouse was shady and cool and quiet. I went often in the afternoon .. a little escape. And that was an idea that had appealed to me ever since I was little. To disappear every now and then. To be swallowed up in my own space and step out of time for just a little while.

In the back of the closet in my childhood bedroom there had been a tiny door that didn’t lead anywhere. It was a leftover access point for some plumbing or something similar and by the time I found it when I was five or six it had been nailed shut and out of use for decades. But that didn’t matter to me. I loved to crawl to the back of the closet and to pretend to open it up and slip through into another world. That feeling of possibility and adventure that had led me to discover a world of imagination still featured pretty prominently in my mind. On walks through the woods or neighbourhoods, deep in the stacks at the library, or star gazing on a warm night - I never stopped seeing the potential of a bit of magic to weave its way into the moment .. and the boathouse was full of magic.

Today when I was in need of my escape, I strolled out along the gravel path. I cut through the sea grass and lavender. I stopped to reach for a handful of the lavender blossoms, rubbing the herb between my palms and then cupping them over my face and taking a deep breath in and out. I tried to parse apart the scents that made up lavender. Sweet, honey, bright like lemons. A tiny bit of the pungency of pine and rosemary .. and earthy and floral and soapy. I took another breath, closing my eyes and feeling my shoulders relaxing onto my back. I rubbed my scented hands over my hair and down my arms hoping to carry it all with me for awhile.

Further down the path I came to the steel break wall that edged the lake. I thought of the feeling of the warm steel under my bare feet when I was little, about to jump into the water. How I’d climb out a few seconds later and do it all over again. And the wet footprints that would dry in the sun within a minute or so. Today I had a feeling I’d rather not step my bare foot upon it. The heat was layered and the air around me seemed to vibrate in the plants and bounce off the surface of the lake. I brought my hand up to my brow, shielding my eyes against the sun. I stepped out onto the dock and hurried down its length toward the boathouse.

The dock reached a good way out into the water and that was part of the magic of it. Like its own tiny island on the lake. I knew every knot in the boards and old bit of rope wrapped around the pilings. The boathouse was painted a light blue. Summer sky blue with white trim though the paint was peeling and chipped in places. The door stuck a bit and I braced my shoulder against it as I pushed it open. I stood for a moment before I shut the door behind me, just to feel the rush of the cooler air and to breathe in the smell of the old wood and the water. I felt myself relax in an instant. There are layers to that, aren’t there? You soften and then you realize you are still holding or tensing and that you can let go even more. My face, my eyes, my shoulders all eased and I was glad to be here in this moment.

I shut the door behind me and stepped into the dim space. The floor boards creaked in a friendly welcoming way that I had heard them do for ages. The boathouse had many things in it, but a boat wasn’t one of them. There had been a few over the years but just now it was bare and I liked the space that afforded. Along the walls a whole collection of oars hung and beside them on a dusty shelf a trophy for second place in a rowing competition that had been raced long before I was born.

There was a bench built into the back wall where I’d taken many mid day naps. There were old tools in a cabinet that must have been used on the boats that had been moored here. Life jackets, coils of rope, a few kerosene lanterns and a drawer full of old maps of waterways. When I didn’t have a book with me, I could spend ages looking through those maps. Some of them had notations written on them in faded pencil. Dates and wind speed and temperature. How long a trip had taken. I’d imagine myself on a sailboat or old wooden Chris Craft adventuring through the rivers and lakes and canals. Taking in sunsets and spotting cranes in the high grass at the waters edge. I’d run my fingertip along the dotted lines drawn around shallow spots and sandbars and thought where I might toss an anchor overboard to stop for a swim.

Light reflected though the water and rippled on the walls around me. From the open boat well there was a sound of waves slapping at the wooden stilts and mooring. I smiled thinking of this place as my wishing well. I didn’t toss a coin in. The lake preferred not to be treated that way. But I could dream here. And isn’t that the same as wishing?

I took my spot on the bench, leaning back against the seat and propping my feet up on an old crate. I didn’t mean to stay much longer. There were cucumbers in the garden ready to be picked and sheets on the line that must be dry by now. But still I let my eyes fall shut and my body relax just a bit more. When we find these magical spaces … the door at the back of the closet, the gate to the hidden garden, the floating house in the middle of the lake - well, we mustn’t miss the chance to soften and imagine and be carried away by day dreams.


Kathryn Nicolai
Nothing Much Happens





Koffla 68M
12303 posts
7/25/2023 10:26 pm


Thanks for sharing! Beautiful pic too!.





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_Indigo 57F
249 posts
7/26/2023 4:47 am

Thank you Koffla. I love the stories from “Nothing Much Happens” which is why I share them so much. They are my favourite way to fall asleep!.


StarCandy1 69F
1816 posts
7/26/2023 10:02 am

Great story ! I'm going to have to get this book.


Hawkslayer 88M
13336 posts
7/26/2023 12:20 pm

I enjoyed reading it!!

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_Indigo 57F
249 posts
7/26/2023 1:26 pm

    Quoting StarCandy1:
    Great story ! I'm going to have to get this book.
I find the stories on a podcast through Spotify. It’s called “Nothing Much Happens .. bedtime stories to help you sleep” She does have a book out as well though which is a compilation of all her podcast sessions complete with illustrations. It really does help me fall asleep when I’m having one of those high stress level days and my mind decides it’s going to keep me awake just a little while longer.


_Indigo 57F
249 posts
7/26/2023 3:19 pm

Thanks Hawk. As you can see, I enjoy your blogs as well.