...life goes on...
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Posted:Aug 24, 2019 9:22 am
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 3:24 pm 123 Views
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It has been a few weeks since my brother has passed and I think I have most of the sorrow and sadnes out of me. While it is true that "none of us gets out of here alive" it is a burden to find a family member has passed by there own hand and still be rational enough to do the right thing and carry on. I guess I can only control what I think and feel and not try to control everything else around life. I have gone through my anger at my brother for what I consider his poor choice but I cannot take it back nor can I turn back the hands of time. My greatful thanks to everyone who has supported me in this time of sadness.
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Family emergency
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Posted:Aug 3, 2019 9:38 am
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 3:24 pm 125 Views
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Dear friends,
I have had a death in my family that I need to take care of so I am not going to be online for a while.
Regrets,
Alan
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Everybody has a story...
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Posted:Jul 29, 2019 6:27 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 3:24 pm 133 Views
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I've spent almost the entire day coresponding with some wonderful people, when an old song my Uncle Larry wrote when he was in college during the 60's came back me. I may have changed the words a little.It goes something like this...
Everybody has a story, full of glory and of strife
Its the story that has brough you to this moment in your life
Tell me bout the good times youve had and tell me bout the bad
Tell me bout the greatest love that you ever had
Everybodys got a love song, if but a note melody
Spend your life tryin find someone sing the harmony
You just got grab it, dont let it pass you by
Lifes like a buckin bronk, you gotta hold tight till ya die
Everybodys got a story full of glory and of strife
Its the story that has brought you to this moment in your life
(C) lawrence marks with alan marks all rights reserved
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What an amazing weekend
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Posted:Jul 29, 2019 6:04 am
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 3:24 pm 138 Views
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Wow, I just got off the phone with an HR manager for my old company, and they are looking to hire me in a new job here in Florida. I'm just waiting for a call from the area manager to chat and give her a chance to talk about the opportunity and get to know me. I just hope I don't blow it.
On top of all this I've met and had communications (letters, chat, PM's) with some amazing ladies who seem to be as interested in me as I am in them. I hope one of these catches a spark. I know I need to be realistic since all of them are from different parts of the country, none from around here, so right now finding a lady is just a fantasy. But a guy can dream...
There's always hope.
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Just another day...
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Posted:Jul 28, 2019 9:21 am
Last Updated:Jul 28, 2019 10:08 am 138 Views
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Well, I got an from one of my jobs telling me work has slowed down again so my shift was cancelled. This means no work for me again this week. Can't live on air alone, it's a good thing I can couch surf with family. Where are all these jobs I hear need to be filled. I apply but no one wants me to work for them. I don't understand.
I have another interview (the second one for this job tomorrow morning) I hope it's good news. Getting rejected is like beating my head against a brick wall, it is starting to really hurt inside and out. This is bleeding over into my dating life, or should I say lack therof.
I guess I'm destined to be a hermit. Maybe I should just join a monastary.
But, with my luck, they would just turn me away. Not that I feel badly for myself, I own it, it is my karma so I guess I have to make amends, somewhere. I am not sure where to go with this.
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Why, hello everyone!
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Posted:Jul 27, 2019 4:51 am
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 3:24 pm 141 Views
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OK folks,
I bit the bullet and bough a membership. I will finally be able to message those who have been checking into my profile. I'm really looking forward to being able to have conversations with the chat room gang!
I'm going to look at this as a "semi-private" diary. Someplace I can write about and let go of my thoughts, feelings, dreams. It probably will end up rated R, since I sometimes express myself using ALL the words in the American dictionary, as well as rant agains't things I dislike about my life. Such as, why did the word fuck become an adjective? Fucking this, fucking that fucking fuckers are so fucked up (yes George Carlin was a role model of my misbegotten youth).
Anyway, welcome to my life.
I hope that you are at least mildly amused, at best to become a dear friend (maybe more, hint hint)
Be well.
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