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Texas, A Horary Chart, Comittment Phobic Men and And Thoughts On Gratitude My Higher Power really has a wicked sense of Humor? Earlier this evening, the Scorpio came into the store and asked me out to dinner. Interesting - I've written him off as another commitment phobic male. After leaving the Store, I received a call from an internet friend. A Cancer Male. Dang, Do I want to leave Virginia and live in El Paso with him? I am a major league skeptic when it comes to men. Last year, I uprooted and relocated to Texas just to hook up with a commitment phobic male. This is an experience that I would rather not repeat. At least if I am in my own home base, it's easier to run. Nevertheless, according to AstroCartography (Relocation Astrology) The Venus Line is slightly West of El Paso which is good for Love. When I went to Nevada, I actually went too far West. Thus I casted a Chart Should I move back to Texas  June 30, 2007 7:04 PM Hot Springs, Virginia The Ascendant is on the Sign of Cancer. The Ruling Planet of Cancer is the Moon. Thus I Look at the Moon and how it interacts with other planets to get my answer. The Moon is in the Third House of Communications in Practical Virgo and Keeping Company with Grumpy Saturn. Home loving Cancer but Bratty Mars is on the Ascendant in a SEXtile with Saturn and the Moon. Although the planets are well aspected. Mars brings action and Saturn Stabilizes, I am not sure that I like these planets near my question. I don't think I will be rushing off to Texas anytime too soon. Meanwhile, Dinner with the Scorpio. He's used every reason in the world, why we would not be suitable for a committed relationship including his dead wife and the fact that his grown won't approve. I went to his house and met his and his . That reason got blown out of the water. We went out to a Italian Diner and discussed our favorite subject. Religious differences. I mentioned plans of going to Lexington and participating in a Native American Sweat Lodge Ceremony next week. I explained to him that it is a purification ceremony and a good way to get rid of emotional road dust because I really need to shake off some of the energies of the past year. He expressed that all I needed to do was embrace Spirituality, the way he SAW it. Dah! Jerry Fartwell and that Good Old Time Religion. If some of spiritual principles and practices of my own heritage work for me, why should I not utilize them? I mentioned to him, my book on "How to Understand Men?" It said that Commitment-phobic Men will use women who are sexually aggressive because they don't want to lead women on by being forward themselves. If the woman takes the lead, he can blame it on her. Thus if she ends up with a broken heart, it's her own fault. This type of Intimacy represents closeness which scared the Commitment Phobic Man. I am generally not shy about these matters but I am not initiating anything with the Scorpio. I am not getting burnt again. Thanks for the Dinner and Conversation. Hasta La Vista Darlin! Afterwards, I get a call on my cellphone from My 68 year old West Virginia Ex. "Wah! Wah!  His 34 year old girlfriend is an out of control drug addict. What can he do to get her into Narcotics Anonymous? Dah! He's an adult and entitled to make all the stupid decisions that he wants. "Go to Ala-Anon!" I told him. "If I do that I might end up dumping her. I still think I can save her!"  Oh Well! Thought on Gratitude “Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today, and creates a vision for tomorrow.” When you are grateful fear disappears and abundance appears” Anthony Robbins quotes I am grateful that I am in Virginia instead of Texas and I am grateful that my ex is dating that woman instead of my .  Abracadabra  |
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12/1/2007 4:20 am |
Do they have coed sweat lodges, or is it a solo thing ?
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12/4/2007 3:18 am |
hi Star wow the complexities of life!!! I am still catching my breath but your blogs are certainly not dull. Its obvious you have a great thirst for life in general lol.
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