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Astrocartography, Broken Hearts and Texas Last year, I casted a relocation chart and it indicated that Texas was the place to be. Texas places me between the Mars and Venus Line. Mars is good for work and Venus is good for love. I found a job within three weeks after arriving in Texas. This is an unheard of phemonina in West Virginia. Work is going well but my love life sucks swampwater. Why does a Texas Trucker who is attracted to short, petite blonde women court a woman with opposite qualities? He brings her half way across the country and starts complaining about those opposite qualities. Right now, I feel totally invalidated as a woman and I am alone in Texas without even a close girlfriend that I can cry about it to. Thus I blog about it instead. Work is my saving grace but my employer won't let me work 70 hours a week. Friday was a day off. I cried all day Friday. I am off Sunday which is today, I slept all day. Once Upon A Time, I was an exotic dancer and made good money showing off my hour glass shape. Granted my politically incorrect curves have expanded a bit over the years but Short, Blonde and Petite is not the only kind of Beauty. Eventually, I will get through crying this river. I will build a bridge and get over it. Will I find Love on the other side of that bridge. According to the AstroCartography Chart I will.  Abracadabra  |
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1/22/2007 3:31 am |
Star.. As I read your blog I thought.. What an exciting adventure you entered! Moving to the unknown.. starting over in a new place... meeting new people.. Moving from Chicago to a little town in Florida.. leaving my friends and some family behind but more importantly.. leaving the life I knew and grew up in behind... kind of left me in culture shock.. which is probably what you are going through... but hang in there girl.. things will be good again... Take that positive side of you.. and apply it here.. know in your heart of hearts.. you don't want nor need a man in your life like the one you discribe above... for one simple reason.. as you are trying to mess with him who does not appreciate you.. the one who does and will ... will walk past seeing you 'with' someone else.. Thank your lucky stars that this man showed you his true colors and leave him where he belongs.. to himself.. Of course that is my own opinion... we all get through in our own way.. Blog away when you need too.. many on here are wonderful and caring.. loving and outreaching friends.. Have a great day today.. Smile at least twice! real big!  Gina ___________ Find the humor each day holds.... Gina
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1/22/2007 5:06 am |
Teresa and Gina said it all very well. Hang in there Star, things can only get better.  
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1/22/2007 9:04 am |
Star, I wish I was there with you right now because I think you need a hug~~~~~~~~~~BIG HUG~~~~~~~~~ Hang in there, keep writing and remember everything happens for a reason!
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