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Sad News About An Old B/F Earler this week, I was in a 12 Step Meeting and meet a woman that I was casually aquainted though a Clean and Sober Biker Group. I mentioned to her that my old b/f had been President of the Los Angeles Chapter. I pray that the News she gave me about the old b/f is wrong but how many clean and sober bikers are there named Psycho. Even before we met, people were telling us that we were perfect for each other. He had just come back from a relapse when I finally did meet him. I babysat him while he was sobering up. There were folks telling him that he couldn't stay sober and remain a biker. Ha! I sobered up at a young age but still had no desire to be a goodie two shoes. Hanging around sober bikers suited me just fine. Psycho was the love of my life. We talked about marriage but his mother thought I was below his station in life. His family has $$$$ and mine didn't. She controlled the purse stings and that was that. My heart was broken but I dealt with it. I even sent his mother flowers, the old judgemental /bbitch?/b that she was. I eventually married another and so did he. The news I received this week is that Psycho died. He was shot by a gang banger at a Biker Run. I am not grief stricken because I haven't seen him in years but I am sadden because he has two who are in their teens by this time who must now grow up without their father. I am sadden because of the senselessness of it. Mr. Jupiter Man My Wildest Fantasty, I wish you were my Reality. Do my double dd's offend you or is it your mother they make sad? Mr. Jupiter Man You say I'm below your station, You have more education, Mr. Jupiter Man. You say I'm White Trash, I'm not White, I'm Blackfeet Indian Passion. Mr. Jupiter Man - I love you Make me your reality or I'll find another  Abracadabra  |
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12/8/2006 7:20 am |
I am sorry to hear about your friend. But seems like so much is happening in this world good and bad that the world will have to change before we can ever mend. God bless and I will pray for his family. Linda
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12/8/2006 9:21 am |
Star, am sorry for you loss, and will pray for your strenghth.
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I do recall checking his planets in an ephemerist but that was before I had the knowledge of Astrology that I do now but I am not surprise about his early demise. He was a very heavy smoker and frequently burnt the candle at both ends. You would not know it by looking at him but he was also a cop and had dealings with some dangerous circles. The last I heard about him is that he had a heart attack, retired and relocated to Arizona. It is not so much a loss as it is a sadness. I haven't seen the man in years. We have both moved on to other relationships. Still, It is quite the coincidence that I am sitting in a 12 Step Meeting in Texas and meet a woman connected with a group that I associated with in California who knew my old boyfriend. I am certain that Psycho is okay where ever he is at. I hope they have Harley's in Heaven although God may insist that he has a few of his Tattoos removed. Abracadabra
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12/9/2006 9:36 am |
Nothing is written in stone..... The passing of a life, is especially tragic, when the cause was not natural.
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